Ahhh

when i say that it's my turn.
then go!
dont make me wait
i get impatient.
ARGH~
sick and tired of your nonsense!
ARGH~
think it's the time of the month..
stupid! hate it.......
i get moody.
i eat alot..
i cry
i laugh
i go crazy
i get emo alot
i'll be nice to you
then scold my ass off you the next minute.
so dont make me angry
coz i cant be 100% sure that i will treat you good
so go when i say go.
i hate waiting!
classes at 9am later.
and it's gonna last till 8pm.
ARGH~
*shrugs*
*grumbles*
von wana go for holiday!
my chemical romance is playing again.
think im getting emo again.
till then,
chaoz.
ARGH~
dont wanna get up from sleep.


mama we all go to hell.
when you go, would you have the guts to say
i dont love you like i loved you yesterday
cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
they say that teenagers scare the little shit out of me
i am not afraid to keep on living
i am not afraid to walk this world alone
honey if you stay i'll be forgiving
nothing you could say would stop me going home
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE is NICE!


i saw you. you saw me. i dont know what you're feeling. and somehow you don't know mine.
we played like how we used to. do you still like me? cause your heart was broken by some bitch?
im guessing that you missed me. but again, i might be wrong. i missed you.
alot. missed those times we shared. that day, i hurt myself unintentionally. i told you.
and you flew to my side to rub it with CARE. what's that suppose to mean?
mean that you still like me but scared to have anything gotta do with me?
i dont know you. you're complicated! but i still do like you.
and that's the worst and scariest part of it!
tell me what to do. tell me what i should do and shouldn't do.
will someone tell me?? argh~ i dont know...

i see you lying next to me
with words i thought i'd never speak
awake and unafraid
asleep or dead

: > von out < :

Post

this is post no91!!
everyone say 'yay!!'
hahaha so thursday went quite smoothly for von..
classes ended like 30mins earlier..
but.. it WAS pouring in the morning when i got there!
had to walk with my small little brown umbrella!
hahaha got drenched slightly!
came back, took my bath.. and went to Jusco Tebrau City with
Pearl, Chunde and MAX!!!
max was such a cute lil boy that day...
as i was darn tired and moody, pearl asked him this question..
'aunty yvonne important not? u love aunty vonvon not?'
he replied:
'aunty von important, love vonvon'
AWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwww
melts....... love maxxx alot lot!


and then, it was friday!!
got up at 6am.. as classes was at 8.30am..
then, classes ended at 12pm..
mom fetched me home.. ate and went to City Square..
thought of working.. but then, louisa said they were going somewhere with boss..
so being the lazy me, i went with louisa instead...
we went to this place called 'Starhill Golf' (cant really remember the name)..
da gor, jiajun, lou, ahma, max, weirong went swimming..
and i didnt wana swim so i was incharge of taking videos of them playing in the water... haha damn funny!
after swimming, we went for steamboat!!!
ate till sho full! had sho muchy fun today~~


still feeling damn tired... gonna slp soon edi..
now my body sleeps at bout 10.30-11.30pm every nite..
von's going to work for half day tomorrow...
needs some money.. just counted my salary for this month..
worked for only bout 8days... salary damn low...
work till tmr then probably wont work anymore..
cant work.. i wana work.. but cant..
hahahaha
kk me wana go lala-land~~
nitenite..
.
p/s: i thought i saw a gh**t on monday nite in my room before i slept.. freaky..

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i cant make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

~ ! von out ! ~

Ahhh

lalala~
it's time for some updates rite??
okok.. started off with monday..
had classes starting at 9.30am today..
and i reached the classroom right on the dot!
phew~~ didnt wana get demerit points for that..
you see, in Shatec, those who comes late but within 30mins will be given half or 1/2 demerit point. rather, those who comes late after 30mins will be given 1 point..
and... all students here only have like 24points maximum to be suspended or what...


it was monday.. didnt think that it would be jammed this early..
but hell, it was! was practically dosing on and off in the bus...
the first lesson was Beverages! we got to sniff some of the syrups today..
some were really nice smelling and some were just plainly AWFUL..
and soon, we're gonna get to learn to open wine bottles and even TASTE them!
yes, you heard me... T-A-S-T-E!!!
hahaha.. when i heard that, i was laughing like a mad person..
then, we had a 2 hour and 30mins lunch break.. walked 5mins to the nearest shopping mall for lunch.. it's called West Mall. had lunch, walked around and went back.. and Practical started... yes, the one where von have to wear the Maroon in colour vest and the bow tie.. yes, that's the one...
Trainer started taking out plates.. and we're suppose to put at least.. i repeat,
AT LEAST 3 plates on your left hand... not normal looking plates but THREE dinner table plates! it was damn heavy... the most von could go was FOUR.. and
the trainer could go for SIX!?? like what the hell??
after that, all the girls had to go through this tormenting experience with the trainer..
all of us had to go up to him one by one and place the BIG tray full of TEN dinner plates, hold the tray with the left hand balancing it while leaning the tip of the tray to your neck... IT was DARN H-E-A-V-Y!!!!
and then, classes ended like 1 and a 1/2 hours earlier...
got home.. showered.. ate.. SLEPT~


yeah so, today's tuesday...
tuesday's schedule is the mostmostmost PACKED one...
had classes at 8.30am-10am.. and then continued with 10.15-11.45am..
then, 12-2.30pm.... and THEN, 2.30-5.45pm...
lunch break? Nooooooo lunch break... all we could do was to go down and buy some titbits in the vending machines... AND Shatec's got no canteen.. so yeah, we were practically living on titbits! but it's like not much choices of food there too..
only some chips, Panda biscuits, M&Ms, peanuts, twisties... and all in small small packets! hahaha
von was practically lying dead on the table by 2.15pm.. eyes couldnt stand it..
trainer was talking in front, von's eyes half closing...
and then, the 2.30pm class started... WORST~
ate lotsa sweets to keep me awake.. but to no avail...
and then, we had this 10mins break.. von took the time to shut her eyes...
WAHHHHH shiokness! napped for 15mins before trainer resumed class...
after that, felt must refreshed! hahaha von could concentrate better!
classes ended at 4.30pm today.. all of us were like dead corpse walking around the school compound~ and we didnt wanna stay that long in school...
von kinda like flew like the wind... and headed straight home..
and now, here i am.. just finished playing with !!
he called me 'aunt von' in his own cute lil way!!
he did brighten up my night~ love him alot lot!!!


tomorrow's wednesday.. gonna have to wake up by 7am to get ready..
classes at 10-3 for Practical.. yes, the maroon vest time..
and then, 3.15-4.45 for economics.. and then, 5-7pm...
ah~~ von's gonna fall asleep again~
but i hope i wont... kinda love going for practical!! coz though they said that our trainer's a very fierce and strict guy, but he appears not to be.. and he likes cracking jokes! haha really can have fun learning during this session... we're gonna learn to set a table for 6 tomorrow... and of cause, more practising of tray balancing...
von did it that day! hahaha *claps hand*
yawning now.. so von's gonna go into the arms of her bed k?
nitey nitenite peeps~~

it's really good to hear your voice
saying my name it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weep

:-> von out <-:

Oceans Apart

updates peeps~!
telling you guys my schedule now...
AND THEN,
you guys pity me later ok?? haha
monday: 9.15am - 8pm
tuesday: 8.30am - 5.45pm
wednesday: 10am - 7pm
thursday: 8.30am - 4pm
friday: 8.30am - 3.45pm
so there you guys go.. my timetable!
now everyone go
" AWWWWWW, poor girl...
you must be so tired out~ "
hahahaha


been quite busy lately..
feeling damn lethargic..
damn tired..
everyday come back from singapore,
head for the shower and then my BED!
that's how my life has been for the past week...
BUT,
saturdays and sundays are more interesting!

sat: went to work, worked halfday.. kept myself busy throughout the halfday..
so i wont be thinking so much. hahaha
called Christina in the morning after we opened shop..
sang her a birthday song! she was touched.. and she teared..
which made me teared too! miss you so much baybeh!
didnt know that i missed you that much man!
by the way, Chris is in Perth...
yes, i called her from my hp... called her again when Louisa arrived..
both of us sang birthday song again to her..
chris and i teared again! hahaha.. emomomo la that day..
then, mum came, went home, took a 30mins nap
bathed and went to church!
had potluck after mass! brought mom's butter cake...
after that, for youth meeting..
MOVIE time!!
watched MUSIC AND LYRICS
lied down on the floor beside kimmy!! happiness~~
it was a nice show!

von gives Music and Lyrics
4 out of 5 stars
in von's book of movies!

today is sunday..
woke up at like 10.30am.. then, father lawrence called..
saying that he called to wake me up..
but i already gotten up!
haha he's suppose to come and bless my house since december..
and i kinda like threaten him last night during potluck..
so he came with Deniece and bless me house..
went out with a friend from 2.30pm-7pm..
came back, ate dinner and slept from 7.30-9.30pm..
and now, im online!! hahahaha
wide awake!
okla.. have to go now..
see ya you peeps!


didnt know that you were such a person.
thought that you were different.
but it turns out that you're exactly what i thought you wouldnt be.
so god help me.
im starting to dislike you more.
for those times you were good to me.
for those times when we were just plainly playful.
for those times we hadnt had the time to share.
for the painful and yet happy part.
thanks for being oceans apart.
i dont love you
like i loved you
yesterday.

everyday i love you~

~ ! von out ! ~

School

okay.. i only have one picture of myself since school started..
but trust me, i'll get my hands on other pics when im free!
this is von with a bunch of crazy friends before all of
us had our Food and Beverage Practical time..
basically it means that before von learned the
napkin folding la... hahaha
i look like a school girl again!
with my fringe pinned up, wearing the uniform nice and neatly
and blablabla~
somehow, i look like a waitress too!
argh~~


one of our teachers.. Mr Alex Tan..
who teaches us Communication.
asked us to think about this question.
If you could be an item or a thing, what would you be?
i kinda thought about it for awhile..
and my answer was..
a MIRROR!
hehe those of you who do not understand,
feel free to ask me in person okay??
and von's feeling super-duper-fluper-tired!
and von's feeling darn happy! why?
cause.... it's Friday tomorrow!!!
meaning.. no school for the next two days after that!!!
YAY!!!! woohoo! yeehoo!!


now, the pic of von and a few girls in Shatec.

thet su swe(myanmar), ong ning xin(singapore), von(malaysia), susi(indonesia), yao si si(china)


haha.. yeah..
there are quite a few international students in my class..
and somehow, we interacted well with one another.. =)
DHM C Class, April 2007

all i want is you
come over here baby
all i want is you
you make me go crazy

! ~ von out ~ !

pain

von's feeling pain all over..
sore back..
sore legs..
sore hands..
sore brain..
and the worst of all >>
VON's GOT BLISTERS!!
on the back of BOTH her heels..

how pitiful can von get?? how??
if there's anyone who pitys me..
i dont wana hear it ok? i dont!
argh~
had some headache today..
maybe it's migraine..
who knows man? it would be cool to have one though.
classes were quite interesting for the morning part..
von learnt how to FOLD different ways of napkin folding! and felt quite successful towards the end!
that WAS the happiest moment for a while!
sooo darn cool man! quite fun too!
had fun laughing at each other's weird napkin shapes!
HAHAHAHA and took some ugly pictures too!
with my hair all tied up in a bun and my fringe pinned up..
reminded me of some good old school days..


anyway, von's still learning to survive there.
trying to like the course as much as she can.
dont worry bout von. she will be fine!
von's tired.. gotta get up at 6.15am tmr..
sigh~ what kind of life am i living?
wait wait.. dont answer that for me ok?
i think i know it for myself already..
haha lame-o....
von's bored... and tired and full of pains~
gotta run to sleep now..
please pray for the speedy recovery of von's blistered legs!
hehe thanks peeps! love u guys~


for the past few days that i saw u
u still stood out among the rest of them
but we seemed so distant
is it me or is it u?
give me a hint
a small signal will do
so that i know where to go
and how to make my move
im still waiting for my miracle~
em traeh uoy dna uoy traeh i rof

wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here
waiting for you

^_^ von out ^_^

First Day Of School

yeah so today.. it was von's first day of school...

feeling quite ok with it la..

coz i have to right?

coz im gonna have to live with it for another 3years of my life..

met a few new people in school today!

there are all great people!

so cute and nice to hang around with!

haha really nice having you guys as friends man!

im truly blessed now.. and wont be lonely in school anymore!

haha.. i really hope i will like this course more and more coz of you guys man!

haha anyway.. thanks peeps!

von's trying to do her best in everything now..

will strive hard from now on..

will update pics when i get my hands on them la..

till then..

chaoz my faithful readers of the blog~~

looking forward to meeting more new friends tmr!

and tmr's class is from 10.15am to bout 1.30pm!~!

cant wait!! haha coz it's like so short~~

okok.. gonna like rest my brain soon..

got headache now..

tata~

welcome to my life~

> . von out . <

The Day I Dreaded Most Is Here

Great.
The day that i've been dreading is finally here..
tomorrow's the day that yvonne died
and the new yvonne will emerge.
the new yvonne will be the totally opposite of what the old yvonne would be.
cool huh?
so this is the last time the old yvonne will be talking, typing or whatever..
von's crying now.
nono
more like sobbing.. real hard sobs..
and like stoning by the minute.
so everyone,
say goodbye to the good old yvonne.
and say hie to the new cynical unhappy yvonne..
how great is that?
that's like so cool!
gosh.
i dont even know why im crying..
listening to My Chemical Romance..
and crying is weird rite? after like listening to them..
why can they do what they want and not me?
WHY?
im suffering. and so do u..
but why am i the only one who's suffering more?
i dont wanna be a burden to u.
i dont want to.
three Goddamn years is too long for me.
i dont even know whether i can stand it or not.
sometimes i really wana jump or being pushed off the building too...
no worries whatsoever..
coolness.
and it's when i reach this point of my life that i miss u so much!
where the hell are you?
why arent u in my dreams talking to me?
at least visit me tonight will u?
tell me what to do.. guide me..
you're supposed to be here with me
and not somewhere else in heaven.
that's so wrong.
totally wrong.
come back will u?
will u please?
i really miss u...
it's hard being number 1..
im falling off the edge veryvery soon.
will u be there to catch me huh jie?
will u?
i've been hanging by the edge for 3 years already..
that's damn effing long!
and now, i gotta wait for another 3 years..
i cant hold on much longer now.
my fingers are giving way.
they're losing their strength..
im losing myself.
losing myself to the devil.
not that i want to.
but i dont have anymore strength

CANT u stop REMINDING ME bout things?
argh~
i cant stand it anymore!
leave me alone


when you go
dont ever think i'll make you try to stay
and maybe when you get back
i'll be off to find another way
when you go, would you have the guts to say
' i dont love you, like i loved you
yesterday '


help me gather my things
and bury me in all my favourite colours.
now turn away
cause im awful just to see
cause all my hairs abandoned all my body
all my agony
it just aint living
i just hope you know
that if you say goodbye today
i'd ask you to be true
cause the hardest part of this is leaving you


mama we all go to hell
im writing this letter and wishing you well
mama we all go to hell
mama we're all gonna die
stop asking me questions i hate to see you cry
mama we're all gonna die


now i know
that i cant make you stay
but where's your heart
i know
there's nothing i could say
to change that part
cause i am not afriad to keep on of living
i am not afraid to walk this world alone
honey if you stay, i'll be forgiven
nothing you can say can stop me going home
i see you lying next to me
with words i thought i'd never speak
awake and unafraid
asleep or dead

im not okay
im not okay
im not okay
you wear me out
can you hear me?
are you near me?
can we pretend to leave and then
we'll meet again?
when both our cars collide
what's the worst that i can say?
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight~

: * von out * :

about me.

this is like an emo post and yet not..
von does not wana do hotel management
coz it's not even my choice..
i did not choose it..
if u guys are wondering la..
anyways, pictures up ahead..
=)


this is Prince.
my dog for a few years..
unfortunately he went missing one night.
and he never came back.
this was the dog that was the ever-so-good-with-tricks..
i miss him~

Prince! he looks cute rite? i knew it~

i still love u baby~~ come back will u?



but now, we have new doggies~!
we had Latte and Mocca first..
and then we got Espresso..
and all for free!! haha
they are just so CUTE!
u'll agree with me by the end of these pics~
=) hehe

this is Espresso a female doggie.. only like 1 or 2 months old.

this is Latte.. a male.. bout like 5-6 months old..

this is Mocca! my favourite! haha also another male..

and there u go, latte on the left and mocca on the right..

my good watch dog! haha they make my day too!!



anyway, enough bout my doggies..
havent took pics bout my fishys..
wait till i have the time then..
have like 20 of them? haha
ehem..
bet u guys been wondering how my room looks like...
so there u guys go... pics again~ haha

my queen sized bed with some of my toys! dolphines~~ haha happiness!

my tv and my dressing table.. and of coz, my mirror! hahaha

my toilet door with the dolphines on it... and an abstract painting right in front of my bed..



so there u guys go.. my room~
hahaha it's kinda bluey though..
haha dont ask me why..
i think it looks nice though~ hahaha
i still miss Prince...
ALOT!
argh~
sniff sniff~


but now, i have like latte, mocca and espresso~~
and von's been feeling so thankful these few days~
dont know why...
so im still thankful and happy and content~ haha
but i want a NEW PHONE and mp3......
sigh.


been out for the whole day..
von's feeling VERY tired..
will not update that soon from now on..
so yea.. will leave these pictures for quite awhile..
until i update that is..
hahaha! pray hard!


anyways,
thanks to the choir people who sang today!
thanks rachel and eunice for chatting with me!
thanks von ho for calling me AHMA!
thanks jan for saying hie~
thanks amahli and chloe for the hugs!
thanks max for coming over today to play with me!
thanks val for the great day!
thanks clara, deniece and steph for the great dinner!
thanks koogon for the songs~ hehe
thanks everyone for loving me!
love u guys too!
von's feeling so loved!~ hahaha



oh yeah, before i forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAX RYAN TEY!!
my cute little nephew.. u brighten up my day whenever i see u!
you're like two years now.. but you're hell lot smarter than normal kids!
thanks for calling me 'vonvon' in that cute little way of yours!
i love you alot lot! haha

i wanna love you
you already know~

! . von out . !

Orientation

oh great...
it's my Orientation Day in Shatec today...
and i didnt seem to like it either..
why?
coz i dont even wana do this course..
i cant chicken out now..
there's so much at risk.
i guess i'll just have to stick on.
will survive.
slowly.
somehow.
by myself.


von got up at like 5.50am to get ready??
snoozed a little.. and really gotten ready...
checked everything and got out of the house at 7am..
reached Keranji MRT Station at 7.50am...
and my orientation starts at like 9am??
so von, being the clever von,
brought a book with her!
yay!
so she read.. from 7.50-8.30am..
then she proceeded to Bukit Batok...
that's where Shatec is la..
walked for 5mins and reached Shatec on the dot!
orientation started... von was already yawning at 10am...
continued yawning and yay! it's time to go home!
it rained there... pouring cats and dogs...
super heavy.. von got wet even though she had an umbrella with her!
got up the bus at like 1.55pm...
reached CS at like 2.30pm??
yay!~ it's like i couldnt wait to come back home...
oh ya.. i got my schedule! it's damn pack~~
G-R-E-A-T!
that's just what i needed rite?
sigh.
that's life.
it's unfair.
argh~
hope i'll pull through somehow!
von just came back from mamak with clara and anna...
and before that, val offered me a ride home...
and before that, von watched Catch And Release with Sabai, Ruby and Medicine!!
it's nice~ i like it though...
*again, again and again*~~~
hahaha inside joke...
von's feeling so tired that her eyes are about to close now..
guess von mite not be updating that often anymore...
if there's any message, please do tag me...
i'll read it somehow... i promise!
hehe
k.. von's gonna go lala-land now...
nitez people~

oh, look what you've done
you've made a fool of everyone

- : von out : -

Start Of A New Life

von's gonna start studying already.
where?
there...
in singapore.
Diploma In Hotel Management.
oh god, please help me pull through.

that is exactly in a week's time.
how fast time flies.
another year has gone.
and now, it's time to move on.
von's scared.
who isnt?
a new place, new environment, new friends.
new everything.
but does that change anything?
well, maybe.
so wana leave soon..
leave everything behind.
so that i dont have to come back to this cold icey place.
wana stay there and not come back.
help me someone.
please?
but no one's gonna help.
coz there never was anyone.
rite.






am not angry at you for that.
you're forgiven. truly you are.
it's just that i finally knew where i stand in your heart.
aint that important to you anyway.
so why bother when im not even a small little vein in your body?
aint angry no more.
aint disappointed no more.
just fed up.
tired of the things that i have and have not done.
just plainly tired.
so give me a break.
after all, i did try my best.
i bled for you.
bled for all the times we once shared.
bled for those we didnt.
bled for so many nights.
but am not bleeding no more.
bleeding has a whole new meaning to me now.
never have i been so heartbroken before.
and it really hurt like hell.
but it wont be broken anymore.
will never be.
dont worry.
coz it's icey stone cold now.
hard as a rock.
so strong that nothing could ever break it at all.
so relax. dont have to hurt anymore.
coz i will never be hurt in this way again.
for now i finally know where i truly stand.
and that is >>> no where.
thanks. once again.
but if you ever need anyone to talk to,
i'll be somewhere near.
you just gotta look for me.
keep searching and you'll find me.
and that is if you're sincere enough.

you're not alone, together we stand
i'll be by your side you know i'll take your hand
keep holding on
coz you know we'll make it through
just stay strong
coz you know im here for you

~ von out ~

Phantom Of The Opera is here.

yeah peeps!
von went for Phantom Of The Opera.
all i could do was 'dropping my jaw' throughout the whole show!
the actors and actresses were S-T-U-N-N-I-N-G-L-Y G-R-E-A-T!
they were F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C-A-L-L-Y S-U-P-E-R-B!
damn happy with it!
though one of the ticket that i bought which costs $97 was wasted.
dont ask why.
but still, i enjoyed it!
went down to singapore at 11am with clara and deniece.
reached there, ate and off we go for Esplanade!!! hahaha
von got back at like 7pm...
feeling damn tired now...
going in again tmr...
chaoz everyone!


von gives The Phantom Of The Opera


10 out of 10 stars in von's book of music!
* von gives a standing ovation! *

andrew lloyd webber is a genius! ^^)

the phantom and christine !

ehem.. intimate gestures... *sings* and though you turned from me, to glance behind...

the ever-handsome phantom!! name: Brad Little!

the ever-charming christine.. name: Rebecca Pitcher

here are some parts of it caught on tape by Youth.SG
superbly chunted!
starts with the beautiful conductor, Vanessa Scammel conducting.
then goes on with some other videos of the show.
couldnt get any pictures. coz we weren't allowed to take any..
haha yeah.. so enjoy!
it's still showing.. they extended to 13th May already!!
so GOOO!!! haha

wishing you were somehow here again
knowing that you never would
think of me, think of me fondly
when we say goodbye
remember me, once in a while
please promise me you'll try

^ von out ^

Burning

von's burning.
dont ask why.
just know that and it's already enough.
it's the time of the month.
von's having cramps.
been in a VERYvery BADbad mood these few days.
with so many stupid things making me even more
irritated
pissed
f***ed up.
whatever la.
im not gonna care anymore.
not gonna force.
von's going for PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
in about 9-10hours time!
cant wait!
excited!
yes
and
no
i wonder why.
***k~

why is everything so confusing?
maybe im just out of my mind

^ von out ^

picture perfect time!

it's Good Friday.. von woked up at 7am to reply a msg and went back to slp..
woked up again at 9.30am to reply the msg from the same person.
then, von went back to slp again... yea, what a pig~
woked up at 11am only to have another msg from a friend saying that she passed her pre-test...
and von just couldnt go back to sleep anymore..
so i got up, took my bath, waited for 12pm and headed to fetch sara from school.
went and cut our hair after that...
then, went back home, changed and headed for church.
had Way Of The Cross from 2.30-3pm..
then mass started... and ended like at 4.30??
after that, all of us headed to max's house...
to celebrate his coming 2 year old birthday on the 15th...
but unfortunately he wont be here on the 15th.. he'll be in kl...
so, all of us were invited to his birthday party!! haha


here are some pictures that i took la..

von just reached max's house

max sitting getting ready to eat with his 'gasing'

ashley yow sitting eating her pizza. yumyum!

von and ra camwhoring... waiting for the clock to tick 7pm! so that we can break fast...

lala

von's new hairdo...

check out the back man! it's like straight!! haha

max's bday cake.. mum got it specially made for him.. it's Thomas the Train!

one happy family..

our dear dear boy crying coz of the noise we were all making...

the guests...

and my dad, re-living his childhood by playing with max's toys...

he was so amused by it that max came too!!

and von looking tired after a long long day....



but then again...

i've got more pictures! haha

haqiem posing.

von and qiem =)

~happiness~



i am so disappointed in you.
and to think that i actually wana bring you with me.
i worked so hard to save that amount of money.
even told you beforehand to not have any plans on this day.
but whatever la.
i couldnt care less.
and i wont care anymore.
i wont.
coz im done with it already.
i cried like ive never cried before.
argh

mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
wei wo neng du zhan
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
zhong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
wo na li hai xu yao ni de yuan wang

\ * von out * /

Qiemnastic

sabai and von... just forget bout shaun.. our confirmation day~~

just wana shout out....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY
DEAR DEAR SABAI EMILY!
we are going out later!! yay!! haha cant wait!!~~~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
hope you'll have fun whatever you do today sabai!!!
muacks!!




von's been working for these few days.
coz there are not enough staff at the shop.
and so, today...
reporters came to interview our shop.
Da Kor chose a few of our staff to go be models...
and i managed to get two of my favourite people in my cam!!
hahaha
von's damn happy!! and von's qiemnastic~ lalala~~

von, haqiem
this is Haqiem.. dressed in punk rock style..
posing for the cam with yours truly!
p/s: he is also known as my fake boyfriend!
hahaha coz he sayang me alot lot!!
looks scary to me sometimes though...

afro, von
this is Afro... who is also known as my kawan baik!!!
hahaha i just loveeeee his hair...
why?
coz it's the natural kind of curl!!!
and it really looks like maggi-mee!!!
it goes 'doing' when you pull it!!! haha
he too, sayang me alot... haha
von's so loved by the people around her~



your face, your smile, your care towards me,
just brightens up my day.
you wiped my tears away,
even though i did not really cry.
you held my hand today,
i felt that i was the happiest person alive.
you took my hand and pulled me aside,
just to get the chance to talk to me.
you told my friend that you would wait for
a while before you confess,
but that's already enough for me.
because our hearts belong together.
we beat as one.
for you and i both know
what we really feel inside
bout each other.
i heart you and you heart me.
that's all.

hey hey you you
i know that you like me
no way no way
no it's not a secret
hey hey you you
i want to be your girlfriend~

~ von out ~

Phantom is coming.

this is what von's been waiting for!!!!!
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
yesh! it's finally coming!
my show will be on the 8th of April... which is a Sunday.. and it's at 2pm!!
yay!!!! 4 more days!! von's counting down!!!!

below are just some random pictures la..

my favourite drink from Coffee Bean.. The Ultimate!

lohloh~

lohloh looking happy... credits to me!

some place called Kim Gary.. now you dont see anything different...

but hey, now you do! the nerdy-looking me! haha

von flying in midair?? credits to lohloh~ haha

*von looking up hoping for something good to happen... music playing softly behind~*

i've got nothing to say bout this... all thanks to lohloh~

and finally... MAX!! my cute lil nephew~~~ hahaha

yeah so that's what i've been doing la...
been working for a few days too..
to help da kor~
so that's about it guys~
von's so gonna need more sleep!!
coz she's qiemnastic!!!
what's that?
ask von and she MIGHT tell you..
hehe
chaoz...

hey hey you you
i dont like your girlfriend
no way no way
think you need a new one
hey hey you you
i could be your girlfriend

< ~ von out ~ >