Monday, December 14, 2009

B'day!

Lappy's back!
it got so sick that it refuses to let me switch it on..
so i had to send it to the doctor (service centre)
lol..

lucky it was still covered by warranty
if not, i will have a huge huge huge hole in my pocket!
anyway, it's back to normal now!
YAY!!

oh yeah, last week
i don't know what i ate
i woke up in the middle of the night
puking!
it sure felt horrible..
immediately called the hotel to take mc...
it's my second time taking mc
so i don't think i'm that bad eh?

my birthday was a blast
maybe it won't be like what the others are having
throwing big parties, having lotsa friends around
mine was just pure family members
and that was already good enough..
=)

we all have to live life to the fullest right?
no point fretting or regreting anything..
i liked my birthday this year..
i don't need presents or anything..
wishes are also good enough.
i'm thankful to everyone who played their part,
be it big or small
you guys still matter most to me..

just that at a point of time
you do get a little emotional that certain people
are not around or there
or those that you think would remember, forgot..
but oh well, it's passed..
looking forward to 365 more days!
=)



when you look me in the eyes
tell me that you love me
everything's alright


¿ ~ von ~ ?

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Feeling Roost-ty?

ra and mom
mom and max


trying to dig his nose! haha
drink of the day - mango tango
my food of the day - chicken chop
ain't he the happiest boy on earth?



he will always be the one that
takes away all your sorrows
even when they all came crashing down on you
a slightest notion from him
will make the heart that was covered with ice
melt


he
is
MAX
=)
why you may ask?
cause when you're feeling down
he comes to you
and hold your hand when you walk!
how cute is that?


i'll always remember
it was a late afternoon

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Monday, November 09, 2009

Contentment

contentment..
is when
you do not expect anything
but you get something good at the end
=)
i'm very very thankful
for being so contented now!
i was given an ice cream
by a long-term guest
who will be leaving for good


what's this?
Haagen Dazs!

indulging in the sweetness of life!
yum yum....


you know the world can see us
in a way that's different than
who we are


¿ ~ von ~ ?

Saturday, November 07, 2009

I Believe

I just got this email..
i find that the things are very very true..
let me share this with you guys..
=)


I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
we understand that friends change.

I Believe...
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over
the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
loving words.. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...
That we are responsible for what
we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you
when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe....
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...
That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others..
sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...
Two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.

I Believe....
That your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...
That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in, I just did.


'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything

if i see you smile
would you see mine

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Papa's Bday

finally got my off day!
and went back for a gathering!
wooohooo...!

max walking on the sofa
bday cakey!
candids

FOOD~!
my favourite - nasi goreng kampung!
thank you everyone for coming! lol...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

this small cake is specially chosen by max.. he thinks that papa looks alike!
little kiddo getting more and more mischievous!


when you know that you are missing
you will know where to find me
that is what there is left to say

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Monday, October 19, 2009

Smile



you
make me smile
like i never did before
=)

so
thank you
very very much!

smile
like you mean it
=)


¿ ~ von ~ ?

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Happy Birthday You

hey you
happy birthday now..
now i know why i've been having
a really really bad bad
splitting headache
since the moment i wake up
till the moment i'm gonna sleep



that's because i guess that i really miss you
although not saying or expressing much
but i do
oh well
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA



ily and imy!
=)


i'm watching you
watch over me
the greatest view
from here

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Monday, October 05, 2009

Never Expressing Much?

hello you!
yes, i am back to blog..
finally i have some time in my hands!
lol...


we, humans are very very capable of not expressing ourselves well..
but that does not mean that we don't feel, or that we are cold-blooded creatures.
and i think that no matter how cold that person may be,
somewhere, somehow, in that deep little thing called heart,
is so so full of emotions.
the emotions of us hurting, loving, being happy, being sad,
emotions of anything at all.




and yes, sometimes we find it so darn hard to even say the easiest thing
some people are just more open to saying those stuff
and some people are just not
not to say that i'm blaming anyone,
but that's just how God made us

Different
is the word for it.


it might be easy for you to think that i'm such a person
but i, too, have my own emotions
just like any other human beings
i get sad, i get mad, i get hurt, i laugh, i smile, i cry, i love
so, we are never too different from each other.
because all of us have those emotions planted inside our bodies
we learn to love, learn to trust, learn to laugh, learn to cry, learn to console, learn to hug
and there's a limit to one's emotion can do.
when it's stretched beyond the line
it might just break loose
and it might be gone



nah.. i'm not being a sadist or feeling emo..
no worries. i am fine!
for i am von!
=)
i love everybody around me
in case that nobody knows

and i love you.

and if i open my heart to you
i'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if u help me decide again
know i will be there for you
in the end


¿ ~ von ~ ?

Sunday, September 27, 2009

R I P

can't seem to remember
what you exactly look like
although i know that
our looks are almost alike

i miss you
so so much
but
i feel so hopeless
because there's
absolutely nothing
that i can
do about it

=(
RIP you
i love you


longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless your heart


¿ ~ von ~ ?

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Doggies!



now, looking at me! =)


i love my doggies!
mocca was set free yesterday!
he was running freely in the garden!




will you still love me
in the morning
will you still love me
tomorrow


¿ ~ von ~ ?