Sunday, August 12, 2007

nothingness

yeah.. von went for classes on saturday..
took a pic of bel... im such a good photographer!
she's like disappearing right? yep.. no effects added...


bel!~ =)

then, von headed home... and mom came to pick me up...
as i stepped into the car.. her voice was ever-so exicited...
apparently, she was the first person in peninsular to win something from buying things as it was Malaysia Mega Sale...
she won 4 stuff that cost over RM7000... she's always winning stuff.. what great luck she has..
hahaha i was quite sleepy actually... and when i heard her voice, i couldnt sleep anymore...
hahaha


and a jade matress!~ that's good for health.. haha

von came home, bathed and headed for church...
after church, we went to deniece's mom's shop for dinner...
chilled with ian, kim, clara, deniece, keegan, delarie, daniel...
then, we saw WEIYI and LYNETTE and SABAI!!!!!!!
von got so so excited that she was like speechless!!
hahahahahahahahahaha so happy to see them!
and as usual, we camwhored... coz deniece has the same phone as me! hahaha


von, niece, clara!~ the bestest friends anyone could ever have! =)

yeah.. that was my saturday....
now for sunday.. von woke up at 1130pm..
bathed and picked sara up from tuition for her violin lesson..
then, clara fetched me for youth meeting...
met with kenneth, steve, kim, clara, sara, steph, adrian, lucia and la at her place..
meeting ended at 5pm... we then headed to Jusco Permas for Baskin Robin's Ice-Cream!!!
yay!!! von was so happy to get to eat ice creams... although ra and i shared the biggest ice cream ever... but it was surely nicenice to eat icecream!
after icecream.. we came home...
and now, von's here.. blogging... and chatting with people she cares about...
hahahahaha


and von's abit moody...
she pays for the things u eat with her own money.
pays for that one ticket which u did not go.
she's still hurting.
she gives in to u all the time. no complains whatever.
she doesnt like to quarrel because of the long hours u take on the computer playing games.
she keeps quiet when u secretly wear her shoes and clothes. believe me, she knows when people touch her things.
she lets u vent your anger on her by showing your black charcoal face, stamping your feet, talking so rudely.
but all she does was just keep quiet and let the silent tears roll down her cheeks.
and in the end, everything's forgotten. coz afterall we only have each other.
and no, i do not hate u. i do not dislike u.
but sometimes.. just sometimes, she too wana feel love and cared for and appreciated..
oh god, help her to cope with everything in life. every obstacle. grant her strength to move on.


and you hurt yourself by hurting me~

when will this hole in my heart be mended
all now is left alone but me
oh solitude forever me forever you

- von out -

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