Sunday, March 05, 2006

overwhelmed by sadness

hai~~ wun b slpin tonite.. duno y.. too many things r runnin thru my smal brain.. n i duno wat to think anymore... duno wat ive been feelin these few weeks... mayb it's frustrations, mayb it's jz a feelin.. or mayb coz of sittin too much in my workin place n coz me to think too much... yea thinkin is gd.. but thinkin too much is not gd anymore... had youth meetin jz now.. toked bout 'self', part of wat angila (youth adviser) u muz first noe YOURSELF b4 knowin others.. "relationships wun last unless u noe urself" yea.. tot tt it was quite true... we hafto blog / journal in order to noe how much we haf changed from e past years... so i think i'l b bloggin for a long period la... haha c how much haf i changed... writin is oso a way to release stress, anger n frustrations... not only tt but happiness we felt too! so it's gd to blog/write/journal! hahaha yea.. gonna stop here now.. damn tired..
~im stil missin u~
when wil u come back?
neva is e answer to my question
tot of e day: haf we really found ourselves already? or r we jz wearin a mask on our faces to protect ourselves n hide e REAL us?


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