happy bday pearl!

it's pearl's bday!! in other words, Max's mom's bday!!!! jz here to wish PEARL:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!

HAHA~! tanx for e lovely lunch ya pearl? yea... i woke up at 10am... it's my off day! n i woke up at 10!!! wat is tis?? haha yep.. took my bath n called pearl to ask if max was ready to go 'kaikai' hahaha! n den pearl sed tt max din catch his early mornin slp.. so they hafto make him slp... in order for him to b cheerful later on... yea n so.. mum n i went to Princess Elizabeth School to pick RARA up... bought uncle black's (my favourite granduncle, stays wif us) lunch on our way... den picked rara n we headed home to gif uncle black his food... haha den we went to Max's house... he jz woke up when we reached.... so we waited for him to eat n dress up... den it was like 1.45pm d... *my stomach was growlin la...* ppl din eat breakfast ma.... haha yea... went to lemon tree for lunch~ haha ordered chicken chop... haven had tt in like 20years... (yea i noe.. im barely 18.. it's jz a figure of speech) haha... yea... n mine came e laz man!!!!! can u believe it??? i was like sho sho hungry~~~ haha n den it finally came... n i gobble up my food! haha FULL~~~~

n den afta lunch... max, pearl, auntymag came to our house... max played wif uncle black n dad.. n den i kinda like slept for a second... den it was time to go n cut my hair!! I GOT MY HAIRCUT! nono.. shud b.. i FINALLY GOT MY HAIRCUT...!!! haven had a haircut for like 2 MONTHS!!!!! hahaha sum1 save me! haha yea.. afta tt.. rara n i proceeded to church for band meetin n youthmass practise...! so tts bout it la... came back home afta havin dinner at son mee n den i slpt AGAIN.. 9pm-10.23pm coz apparently LOHLOH woke me up from my slp... haha... jz kiddin loh...
kla.. im slpy.. gonna slp d.. nitez~

sa rang hae yo~

sumtin...

as she was walkin past him, he was glancing at her all e time...
tho there were ppl sittin aroun him, he stil stood kneelin high above among e rest...
she cudnt bear e tot of him glacin at her throughout e time...
so she looked up only to find him...
smilin n noddin, a way of...
acknowledgin...
her...

i tot tt we wud jz b frens~
things wil neva b e same again~
it's jz e beginnin it's not the end~
things wil neva b e same again~

hmm...

ah~~ haf been sho tired these few days tt i din rily update e blog.. haha so here goes ------->>

tuesday: woke up at 8.30am... washed up n gotten ready for work... haha yep... went to work s usual.. notin much rily happen until noon.. amelia n i were eatin our lunch in e storeroom... den suddenly we had e urge to go n look for sum1... afta lunch, i ate my lollipop... n den we went to e shop to look at sum things tt caught my other fren's eye... so while we were choosin.. e SUM1 were servin us... tol us tt we can try n blablabla... i asked amelia whether she wanted a lolli.. n she sed yes... okok here's e conversation between e 3 of us....

me: yao ma? *points e lollipop to amelia*
amel: yao!! *gettin excited (i wonder y)*
me: *took out 2 flavours of lollipops for amelia to choose*
amel: *took 1 of e flavours*
me: *turns to e sum1* ni yao ma?
sum1: *shakes his hand n head* bu yao.. xiexie
me: zhen de bu yao??
amel: ren jia gei ni, ni bu yao? na li you ren zhe yang de?
sum1: *feelin embarrassed, stretches out his hand*
me: *puts e lolli on his palm*

so tts bout wat our convo was la... hahaha n den afta tryin for quite sum time, we chose 1 n den tol e sum1 to keep it for us.. coz we din bring any money out.. n tt we wil b goin back later.... hahaha yea.. n so we left e shop... n went back to our shop... afta tt we continued workin... when it was about 9.30pm, amelia n i went back to buy e thing for my fren... e sum1 gave us ALOT of discount.... nono actually gave ME alot of discount! hahaha i got like a rm10 discount... n usually is like rm3 discount man! hahahaha afta tt, went back n closed our shop... n reached home feelin happy coz i bought sumtin for my dear fren! haha

wednesday: notin to blog about la.... lazy... gtg now... tmr hafta wake up to go for music lesson at 9am~~~ haiz....~ sum1 help? hahaha take care~! god bless!~

ai mei rang ren shou jing wei qu
zao bu dao xiang ai de zhen ding

e happy days~~

rily happy la these few days!! haha kk so here it goes...

saturday: woke up at like 9am coz mum sed she bought roti prata for me n ask me to eat it while it's hot... so i washed up n went down to eat... called MAX (nephew) to see if he was ready to go out for a spin... but he was about to go to e doctor s there were red spots on him... in e end, turned out tt he had rashes... kesiannya my lil boy! feelin hot evryday! n so.. din go out... stayed at home n den slpt... den got up at 5pm, gotten ready n went to church... mass was borin (as usual)... den it was time to makan! went out wif clara,daniel,deniece,jerald,shawn n melvin.. haha our poor shawn was sick~~~ afta makan.. went back church for youth meetin... we din rily had a meetin.. but we did e *stations of e cross* s holy thursday, gd friday n easter is comin... yea... meetin adjourned at bout 2205.. n den ian sent sara back home while ian,deniece, gurin, jerald, shawn n i went to COFFEE TRAP to chill out... yea... so we chilled n chilled.. crap n crap.. n shawn went back at 12am... den ian went back at aroun 2sumtin... so e rest of us stayed for a lil while more... den we chao-ed at bout 3 sumtin... afta tt we went for supper coz we were all feelin a lil hungry... mayb coz of e beer i drank ba... so jerald drove deniece n i to stulang for makan.. so we ate... n i got home at like 4am... n i slpt at 4.30am!!!!!! but e main thing is.... i drank 2 n a half bottles of e heineken beer!!!!! haha.. mayb it's notin to u.. but it was e 1st time i drank all at once la! haiyoooo!!!!! hahaha so proud of myself for drinkin sho much man....... n i din get drunk! hahahaha kk slp..........

sunday: woke up at 9am for work.... was quite slpy coz i only slp for 4 n a half hours....... not enuf slp for me.... hahahaha.. yea... went to work s usual la... damn tired.... today was da kor's bday! so we decided to celebrate it wif him afta he got back from kl... he was rushin back from kl to meet us... we bought a bday cake for him n planned to go desaru in e middle of e nite wif him! hahaha... he reached us at about 9.30pm... afta tt, we closed e shop n brought his bday cake out for him... cud tel tt he was very happy bout it la.... hahahan so... we (16ppl) traveled to desaru at aroun 12am~! went to afew ppl's house to get clothes.... we even went to da kor's house to get another car.. n we 'shun bian' went n visit er kor, michelle, baby, meimei, uncle n aunty!!! haha.. there were quite trilled to c us la.... haha so we left jb at bout 1.45am..... ed (supervisor), alex n louisa, ah huei n liwen n i sat in e waja car.. while others sat in e kia car... ed was drivin e waja while aries was drivin e kia.. haha we reached desaru at like 2.30am..... checked into a chalet n we began to haf fun!!!!! we played lotsa games... even card games where evry1 joined in... haha n den hadto do forfeit! da kor's forfeit was to dance in front of us! hahahaha all of us, i repeat, ALL of US LAUGHED like HELL when he danced in front of us! hahaha den afta we got tired of playin games.. we decided to go to e beach to watch e sunrise altho it was only 5sumtin 6am... da kor, ahpang, ahyeaw, ahdu, ahlian, ah huei, liwen, ed n me went to e beach while alex, louisa, pink n aries slpt in e room... afta a while, liwen n ahhuei went back to slp... but pink n aries came to haf fun wif us.... we waited n waited for e sun to rise... but it din... coz e moon din wana go in...! n so.. we walked aroun e beach... played wif water n den e sun began to rise!!!!! it was a wonderful picture! rily memorable! alwaz wanted to watch e sunrise by e beach.... n i finally got to watch it!!! i was feelin rily gd afta bein there by e beach....!!!!! haha yea.... afta tt.. we packed up n headed back for WORK!!!! crazy ppl coz da kor sed tt we MUZ at least open e shop first no matter wat n there were sum who din go desaru so they can jaga e shop while we go back n bathe... yep... left desaru at 8.45am.... n reached jb by 9.30am... n ahhuei snored like a PIG in e car!!!!! ed n i were laffin our heads off!!!!! hahaha

monday: went to work afta takin my bath s shown above ^..... it was like bout 10.30am..... n no1 at e shop... so i hadta rush lor.. dad sent me to work la... yea.... n den... we got a call... da kor's car broke down!!!!! hahaha those who were in tt car were kinda like trapped! hahahae car broke down at senai highway! hahaha da kor n aries waited 3 hours for e tow-truck to come n get them...... i wonder wat e tow truck ppl do man.. take so long to arrive..... n so da kor din come to our shop! haha butttttttt.... michelle (e pretty lady boss, er kor's wife) came! haha she happen to like tokin to me la... so she was lookin for me to chat la... haha *im kembang-ing* haha she noes tt all of us din slp... so i decided to take a nap on e chair... n when i was about to get into deep slp..... *PAMPH* michelle slap my back!!!!! haha but she din do anytin... she let me continue slpin... coz she went shoppin aroun e whole of city square... so i managed to catch my 40wings.... haha nice nap man!!! haha den she came back.... haha n we chatted again! hahaha n den went for dinner n tts bout it for tt day la........

~if only u were there to watch e sunrise wif me~

im sho happy!!~

im rily happy!!!! hahaha slpt exceptionally well laz nite..!!! hahaha yesterday (march 17th 2006), lohloh came n visit me~! haha n we went for coffee bean la... altho walked down n bought den straightaway came back right up.... but stil.. we did afew stupid things together la.... hahahahaha lohloh did tis rily weird thing in front of sum1 la..!~ *argh* she was like checkin sum1 out la.... n i think tt sum1 realised lor........ tt sum1 was lookin at me in a weird way!!!!! oh my gosh~~~~ i din noe wat to do but i rily wanted to get e hell outta there man! hahaha n so we went for coffee bean usin e lift opposite radioactive haha!!! den we came up usin e same lift... hahaha den we saw tt sum1 lor... haiyo... duno wat to say la... n to think tt i actually ate halfway n den went out walkwalk wif lohloh n den went back to eat... hahaha! damn farni la~! hahaha i cant stop laffin coz of sumtin lohloh sed! hahahaha yea...

i wana thank lohloh for comin to brighten up my day! u rily did brighten up my day ALOT altho we did stupid n foolish n weird n farni things together while i was at work hahaha!!! i think u noe wat i mean rite lohloh?? hahaha yesterday was rily fun! cant help but keep thinkin bout wat we did yest~! coz it was sho fun.... n den at bout 2+.. lohloh left for sum place called chihuahua hahahaha! i dun even noe where is tt man! hahaha yea... n den urs truly here continued her work life s usual.... but overall, yesterday was rily fun! y? coz boss din come~! he went up to kl n he wun b back til sunday or monday! hahaha stil awaitin for more fun to come......!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~ haha yea... so tts bout it la... gdbye for now...~

y cant i breathe wheneva i think bout u?
y cant i slp whenva i tok about u?

~n in e silence, he finally..
notices her~

good day!!

haha!!! im feelin damn happy today!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee!! work started as usual... but it seems like there r alot... n i repeat ALOT of ppl comin out to lepak.. or jalanjalan! haiyooo.... sho busy these few days!! haha... hadto stand all day long.. coz e ppl keep comin in non-stop... haha n most of all.. they come in.. browse for a LONG time.. den go out without buyin ANYTIN!!!! hahaha... mayb im jz being paranoid or sumtin.. but sumtimes it rily makes u get on ur nerves... yea.. n e crowd only comes when it's from 12-6pm... afta tt.. no more crowd adi.... hahaha tts how farni it is.. hahaha

yea... so it was about 8sumtin.. when a customer (sum malay guy wif his fren) came.. n siti (my colleague) happened to serve them... n den e malay guy had a small snake aroun his neck man!!! it was SMALL, RUBBER-RY, ACTIVE, THIN n it's not even poisonous... hahaha we asked if we cud touch it... e guy sed.. go ahead.. so siti, peikee, kiko, ahneth n i touched e snake... haha!! it was 6 months old! haha it was rily rubberry la! damn farni la e feelin....... so weird touchin a snake in our shop... n not even in a ZOO man!!!! hahaha n den e guy went off la...... *byebye snake~~ til we meet again snake~~~~* den it was time to close e shop.. so we closed la... haha today i went down wif ahneth coz it was amelia's off day... so we walked passed crossover... n HE (e guy in e GREEN shirt) saw me.....! he sed 'byebye' to me!!!! eventually i sed bye to him la! hahahahahaha! he's a hansum guy...!!!!!!!!! cant help but keep laffin in front of ahneth afta he sed bye to me! haha! ahneth sed my face went all REDDISH,TOMATO-ISH.... ahhhhh... but wateva la.... he sed bye to me!~ tts a BIG thing..... wel at least, to me la! wun b slpin toniteeeeeee!!!!!!! too happy edi!! hahahaha

he was e guy in e green shirt...
n she.. was e gal in e red shirt...

n i noe tt u'l b there
for evermore a part of me ur evrywhere
i'l alwaz care

hmm...

dun feel like bloggin today.... wat a borin day it is... n im sad coz sara got high fever!! kesian her~! haiz................. get wel soon ra.. gonna apply for college soon..~~~ haiz....

~undo tis hurt u caused when u walked out e door~
~n walked out of my life~

results r out!~

e results r out!! hahaha i cant believe myself! haha iv scored betta den wat i rily expected man! hahaha got 4As, 3Bs, 2Cs... hahaha A for english, maths, accounts n SCIENCE! i cant believe tt i got A for science! i alwaz get C or D for science... hahaha very happy la!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! afta we got our results.. all of us went n celebrate man!! went to cs.. ate at kenny rogers!!!!! hahaha woohooo~! den amelia, louisa n i left for work... haha yea.. how borin can our lives get?? hahaha kesian us man!!!! hahahaa... kla dun wana write too much! hahaha weeeeeeeee!

i cant sleep... i nid to tel u...
GOODNIGHT~~~

weeeeeeee!!

GREAT~! spm results r comin out in like less den 12 hrs! im gonna like b sho dead tmr~~ oh man!!! haiz.... sumbody help me! im like shakin now~! legs goin wobbly... fingers shakin uncontrollably... head spinnin like a roller coaster... haha okok now tts like too much alreadi.. im SCARED!! haiz... scared la... 1st time being sho scared in my life.. mayb coz i din do rily wel? mayb im jz thinkin too much... who noes... haha only god noes... haha

hmm... woke up at 715 tis mornin to go for e 745am mass... was so slpy man..... haha coz din slp wel laz nite la... haha mass ended at 9am man! headed home straightaway to get ready to go to work.... afta gettin ready.. rara got ready to go for tuition... we both haf e same timing u see... her tuition starts at 10.. n mine too starts at 10... but of coz... dad wil send me 1st la... haha yep.. was almoz late for work man!!!! scared e hell out of me... tot i was late... was 3 mins earlier.. hahaha phew~~ n i realised tt wheneva it comes to sundays... i wil b almoz late............ i duno y.. i tried gettin up earlier.. but it doesnt help... hahaha how??

sara came to cs afta tuition... was suppose to meet up wif her frens.. but she din.. n she on e other hand came n find me while i was workin.. haha sho cute la! she was walkin all alone in cs.. n den while there was a fon call for me, she left without a word man.... suddenly i got so worried s she din even bring her hp coz it was spoiled... i got rily worried tt there were tears in my eyes alreadi... afta tt i prayed... n i felt betta... haha den when it was bout 5sumtin... she came back to look for me.. n i went 'phew' hahaha tol her to use my fon to cal papa to fetch her... haha den when it was bout 7sumtin 8... mum msged.. sayin they were in cs... n they are gonna wait until i knock off from work man! haha mum, dad, ra, n aunty mag came jalanjalan-ing... haha n so they jalan-ed... n i worked... haha got my commission for e pants department... haha den bought 2 tshirts n a pants from e shop! hahaha feelin quite happy n yet worried n sad... haiz.... i hope i can pass wif FLYIN COLOURS!!

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO R TAKIN UR RESULTS MAN!
WIL B PRAYIN FOR U GUYS TOO!!!
TIL DEN... CIAOZ~~

crap

haha... slpt like late laz nite... n i woke up at 11... coz fong called me.. but i was half aslp on e fon... so she asked me to go back to slp... but afta wakin up.. i cudnt slp anymore... so i decided to get up n watch tv.. haha yep.. watched til aroun 12+ mum n sara came back.. mum went grocery shoppin while rara had music lessons... not long afta they came back.. dad came back wif lunch! haha yea.. now im fastin.. not eatin breakfast! yep.. dun tel me to eat la... im fastin for god! coz gd friday is comin.. e least i cud do is pray more n fast! yea.. wish me luck in succeedin man!

afta lunch.. i slpt AGAIN! haha i slpt from 1.30-5.45 man!!!~~ it's like 4 hours n 15 mins!!!! i cudnt believe myself either! got quite shocked la.. haha woke up evry hour.. coz e weather was rilyrily HOT n HUMID n i cant tahan e heat man!! i regretted din slp in my room.... i slpt in e livin room on my big fat comfy couch! no aircon in e living room... so it was damn hothothot!!! haha... yea... afta wakin up.. went outside to play wif prince (my cute lil crazy dog~!) he was damn happy to play wif me (at least i think so) coz im like workin evryday until ive got no time to play wif him! haha now im feelin guilty for not playin wif him... n den it was thunderin outside.. so i came in n bathe den got ready to go for sum relative's weddin dinner... reached there at 7.15 n waited n waited for evry guest to arrive... waited until 8.15 only e ceremony started man! it was so borin... so rara n i played wif ashley n max! haha haha max was veryvery moody tonite... so he din rily smile tt much... he dun rily remember me anymore!!!! how sad.... luckily e dinner ended early... 1010 i think... reached home by 1030... n den came online.... n im like stil here! when i haf work tmr!!!! oh sum1 plz help me....... hahaha anyway.. goin now... haha take care evry1~! God bless!~

in a perfect world.. tis cud neva happen
in a perfect world u'd stil b here..
n it makes no sense.. i cud jz pick up e pieces
but to u...
tis means notin... notin at all...

hmm...

tues: went to work s usual la... n den i got my pay!! haha n e group includin me went up to kl for fun! haha waited for 6 of them to come to my house afta work.. my dad n i waited n waited until 0045 only all of them reached my house... n my dad 'speeded' to e bus station... haha our bus left at bout 0110.. luckily we werent tt late.. if not we wud miz e bus man! haha n gues wat? e bus stopped once for toilet break... we reached kl at 0500 man! counted quite fast alreadi... haha

wed: amelia's sis picked us up from e bus station at 5am n brought us to her home... it was a condo... alex n louisa slpt in e room while amelia, ahpang, ahyeaw,weirong n i slpt in e living room... (yea, i noe... we r so pitiful man!) haha.. we slpt again... n amelia n i woke up at 9sumtin in e mornin... how early can tt b? i slpt back while amelia went n bathe n den weirong woke up n took his bath... haha slowly 1 by 1 woke up n bathed... by e time we finished, it was already 1230 n so we left our condo... by e way, it's called Emerald Service Apartment, Damansara Perdana haha yea... it sounds cool rite?? anyway... we went downstairs n called 2 cabs... 1 of e cab sed 'sorry but we dun haf any taxi near damansara perdana... cud u call another taxi company?' i was quite mad wif their service la... haiz... we went to Sungei Wang for shoppin... we walked n walked but amelia,louisa n i cudnt find anytin, i repeat, ANYTIN to buy! we were quite pissed la... coz e guys bought alot of things! we were feelin quite jealous la! haha afta sungei wang... we went to Times Square.. BOY it's BIG! but stil.. e 3 of us din haf anytin to buy again!!!!! we went for dinner sumwhere nearby la... n den we went to Chee Cheong Kai.. oso called petaling street la... tis is e place where u can get lotsa bargains... but when e 3 of us went... we din buy anytin AGAIN!!! can u believe it?? NOTIN! there were lotsa shoes.. socks.. food.. cds.. dvds.. but no nice clothes or pants for e 3 of us to buy!!! sho disappointed man.... yea.. lastly.. we bought dvds.. final destination 3! n den we headed back to e condo... we watched final destination3... it's sho disgusting!!! ewwww la... n den it was like 2-3am... so all of us slpt! haha

thurs: all of us woke up at 9am today... altho we slpt at 2-3am... haha i gues we were all too excited ba... we played n laffed n den 1by1 went n bathe... so we packed our luggage n left our comfy condo!!! we called 2 cabs headin to 1 utama... yep... so we went aroun lookin for each other coz 1 utama is like soooo big n it's damn easy to get lost! n den all of us went for pizza for brunch... we all ate alot! n not long afta we finished eatin... deniece came to meet me!!! we were so excited man!! like we haven seen each other for a long long time!!!! haha n den we went walkin aroun.... walked n toked until i had tis sudden urge to buy sumtin in reject shop... haha niece sed e shirt suited me... so i bought it la... haha n den we went to meet my other frens... n we continued walkin....... walked n walked until it was like 6+.. we took photos sumwhere outside e rainforest place! haha my frens were all sho farni wif all their farni poses! hahaha even deniece was laffin at their farni acts man! den deniece left for her cousin's house.. afta tt we took e cab n headed for e bus station... alex, louisa n i reached there earlier.. so we bought e 8.30 bus ticket home.. we waited for e other 4 to come n den we went for dinner at KFC! hahaha we ate n it was time to hop on e bus to come home!!! weeeeeeeeee! we hopped on e bus at 830... but e bus left at 9!! how disgusting can they get?? haha halfway.. we were playin n tokin so loud... n den a guy vomitted man! n he got e beer kind of smell man!!! ewwwwwww! n den we continued playin n ahyeaw wanted to pee so much... he waited n waited for e bus driver to reach a reststop to go n pee! haha n den we continued our journey back home... n i slpt for awhile... n den we reached yongpeng at bout 12++ n e stupid idiotic bus driver went down n ate for ONE HOUR!!!!!! tts like bad enuf alreadi!!!! but i was slpin la... my frens tol me tt afta i woke up n found out tt it was 2am alreadi! stupid driver la!!! n den called my dad to pick me up... n send alex n louisa home... n i slpt at bout 3am........

fri: cudnt wake up tis mornin... mum woke me up a few times n i din wake up... haha but at last i woke up n did my daily routine... went for work.....!!! when i reached there... ahpang n ahyeaw reached too! we were all half dead man! all lookin slpy n tired n worn-out n lazy~ haha we were practically playin n goin high coz of our tiredness... haha we had fun doin real farni things again la... n den it was time to close shop... da kor brought us to singgah selalu for our staff dinner! ate n ate until it was 12++ n chris's fren sent me home! haha n now im stil here bloggin... duno wat to do la..... gettin more restless now... so im gonna go... gdnite~~ gd bye~~

it can happen to any1 of us, say u wil 4gif me
any1 cud fail say u wil believe me
i cant take my heart wil break
coz i made a stupied mistake~~

1 fine day...

haha.. it's like 0009 n im not aslp yet... stil wonderin wat m i doin here when i haf work tmr!!! sum1 help?? plz?? hahaha
woke up at 9am n showered n den mum sent me to max's (nephew, 11mths) house! by e time i reach there, he was bathin.. haha n when i open e door, he smiled at me! i think he can stil remember me.. altho i haven been visitin him for quite sum time now... haha he has grown much bigger n now he's sho boyish! hahaha he's jz too cute to look at!!! hahaha afta tt, dad came n pick me up for work... n work started...
guess i wun b bloggin for e nex few days... coz im goin to KL!!! to haf fun wif louisa, amelia, alex, ah yeaw, ah pang n wei rong... they r all my workin frens! they r jz so fun to play wif... haha especially ah pang n ah yeaw! haha they r jz sho FARNI! haha yea.. so we'l b takin e 1am bus tues nite to start our journey... i wonder wat wil b installed for us... haha we r goin to petaling street.. n so many places... we jz hope n pray tt da kor wil gif us our salary tmr! haha *pray* anyway.. i'l b back by friday i think... hahaha we'll see... so til den... adioz!~ take care!~

can we go back to e days our love were strong?
can u tel me how a perfect love goes wrong?
can sumbody tel me how to get things back e way they used to b?
oh god gimme a reason.. im down on bended knee....

bad day

din slp rily wel laz nite... yea, too many thoughts goin thru tis small brain of mine.. woke up at like 9.15am n i headed for e toilet straightaway.. coz i dun wana b late for work man! rm1 deduction for 1 minute late! yea took my bath, brush my teeth n waked my lil sis up for tuition.. went downstairs for breakfast n e time was already 9.50 n im stil stucked at home.... so dad drove n i tot i was late... but by e time i got there.. it was like 10.10 n ed (supervisor) haven reach yet... so i was counted quite lucky la... haha! ed din come until it was like 10.40? haha he is alwaz late in e mornin... i wonder y... hahaha

started work when ed arrived... n i was 'pia-ing' my sales.. if not my commission wud b damn little for e month man! so now i muz strive hard for my sales! yea!! haha time passed until it was noon.. n i was gettin kinda hungry... so amelia n i went n 'dabao' food back.. haha e stal we went to called 'ah beng stall' (e guys in my shop named tt stall) coz e owner is an ah beng.. n he is damn damn bloody pervertic! e food females take r counted much less den e guys... altho e guys took e same thing s e gals... so how unfair can he get? haha anyway.. we 'dabao-ed' n went back shop to eat... did my sales afta lunch again... n boy, today was hectic! cant even sit down man... n even if we want to... da kor wun let us sit down! hahaha bad da kor~! afta awhile.. dinner time came! hahaha went n dabao food again! haha ate again... n continued doin work la.... haha

feelin a lil low afta 8pm... coz of sumtins sum1 sed.. i wonder y sumtimes ppl jz tok or speak or say wat they wana say n dun even wana care bout wat e other person feels.. tts a bad habit... we shud at least try to think b4 we tok... so tt no 1 wil get hurt in e end... yea... hahaha tts bout it la...

things arent jz wat it seems to b sumtimes...
sumtimes things r more den meets e eye....

overwhelmed by sadness

hai~~ wun b slpin tonite.. duno y.. too many things r runnin thru my smal brain.. n i duno wat to think anymore... duno wat ive been feelin these few weeks... mayb it's frustrations, mayb it's jz a feelin.. or mayb coz of sittin too much in my workin place n coz me to think too much... yea thinkin is gd.. but thinkin too much is not gd anymore... had youth meetin jz now.. toked bout 'self', part of wat angila (youth adviser) u muz first noe YOURSELF b4 knowin others.. "relationships wun last unless u noe urself" yea.. tot tt it was quite true... we hafto blog / journal in order to noe how much we haf changed from e past years... so i think i'l b bloggin for a long period la... haha c how much haf i changed... writin is oso a way to release stress, anger n frustrations... not only tt but happiness we felt too! so it's gd to blog/write/journal! hahaha yea.. gonna stop here now.. damn tired..

~im stil missin u~
when wil u come back?
neva is e answer to my question
tot of e day: haf we really found ourselves already? or r we jz wearin a mask on our faces to protect ourselves n hide e REAL us?

sunday: i cant remember a single thing... hahaha

monday: stil cant remember a thing.. -_-'''

tuesday: haha finally i remembered things!!! haha ok.. work started s usual.. we played n worked at e same time.. basically, evry1 was havin a gd time workin.. yea.. u may wonder y all of us like workin there.. haha i myself dun even noe e answer.. n den time passed until it was like 9.30pm.. suddenly all of us plan to watch movie coz it was tuesday.. n e tickets on tuesdays r cheap.. so we went aroun askin evry1... den da kor (boss) called us n asked us to book tickets for EVRYONE... n he was gonna treat us... so colleen (colleague) n i went upstairs to book tickets for e 9.55pm show... we booked 21 tickets.. but only 16 turned up... yea wat a waste... e movie we booked was pink panther!!! haha tt show is a must watch la.. DAMN FARNI!!! we got e whole cinema laffin their stomachs out... n not to mention tt i sat bside da kor! haha n he was practically laffin e loudest in e cinema... (my eardrums cud burst if we continue doin this kinda outing together as a group) 'i want to buy a hamburger' << style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> so e show ended at 11.30pm.. we came out n afew went for e washroom... suddenly da kor felt tt he shud at least get e money back for e 6 leftover tickets.. so he went to e counter n ask for e manager.. afta much discussion... da kor asked us to watch another MOVIE!!! can u believe it?? da kor is quite a stingy man.. n he is willing to pay for all of our movie n food... so all of us stayed n watch e 2nd movie... we watched big momma's house 2!!! tis is oso a rilyrily farni show to watch!! all of us cudn't stop laffin!!! hahaha e show started at like 11.55pm n ended at bout 1.35am... haha all of us came out feelin very happy!!! but of coz.. e thought of gettin up early for work made us abit uneasy... yea.. i reached home at bout 1.50am tanx to alex!! n went to bed not long afta....

wednesday: today have been a very hectic day... my shop din open until noon... due to sum reason... afew of us were inside e shop clearin up.. we were doin s we were told by da kor... afta settlin down.. da kor came.. n our shop was back in place.... of coz da kor wif his 'blackblack' face... no1 dared to go ova to tok to him... haha afta awhile.. he was ok... n den 1 of my fren from tuition came... he came to ask for a job... n he succeeded!!! haha congrats ah neth, my fren!!! n den i cant rily rmb wat happened alreadi... coz im like 3 n a quarter dead d........ i nid to slpppppp!! haha ok.. gdnite.. take care...~~ god bless!~