a certain joy

von's back for awhile...

von's been drivin aroun town...

slowly tryin to get use to e car she's drivin...

von n ra might b gettin 2 new puppies!!!

1 black n 1 white!

hahaha

but von stil misses Prince ALOT!!!!!!!!

sadness...

but only love can say

try again and walk away

but i believe

for you and me

the sun will shine one day

so i'll just play my part

pray you'll have a change of heart

so i can make you see it through

that something only love can do

i miss u prince!

~ ! von out ! ~

sadness...

it's been very saddenin these few weeks...

coz Prince-von's dog, has been missing for almost 2 weeks!!!!

sad!!!!!!!!

von's been workin..

notin much....

din noe u had this much

effect on me boy.

i love u prince!

come back soon please?

! von out !

fly alert!!

hahaha!! something funny happened on wednesday!!!

went for test in the morning..

came back, rested...

then, at bout 2pm

mom and i went to singapore

to make payment.

yea..

P-A-Y-M-E-N-T

okok..

after that, we took mrt and bus back..

went jalanjalan in city square..

for like 10mins??

then we sat taxi back home...

after that... we picked ra up from school

and headed to Festive Street Mall for dinner.

during dinner, there was this stewpig FLY buzzing around us.

and so, it landed on my arm...

and suddenly

'PIAK'

ra hit the STUPID fly that was ON my ARM!

and then the fly D-I-E-D!

haiz! stupid fly!!!

ew!!! on my arm!!!

EWWW!!

and then, we went back home...

did nothing special on thursday...

just watched a taiwan drama series for the whole day only....

hahahaha

it's called "Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen"

ya...

n then, went to Tebrau City Jusco for dinner with mom, pearl, chunde and MAX!

yep.. max......

he now walks with our hand holding one of his hand.

hahahaha sho cute!!!

after that, we went home..

mom sent me to a place called 'Piece Of Cake'

the one opposite Plaza Pelangi.

met deniece, clara and her neighbour.

and then, all of us went home again.....

and that's all folks!

it's the start of something new

it feels so right to be here with you

and now im looking in your eyes

i feel in my heart

the start of

something new

! von out !

inspiring moments

that's my update for max!

he's still my cute lil baby boy!

awwwww~

i'll start with thursday..

went to singapore to make payment for my intake next year..

it was then that i thought to myself

after the payment was made, my fate will be sealed...

but, in the end...

there was an error bout the date written on the cheque

and so, we didn't make any payment...

hahaha if the payment was made,

von will most likely

will

not

be

singing

again.

and there goes my thursday...

did nothing on friday except stayed-over with deniece at clara's...

woke up at like 12pm on saturday...

and then bathed and headed for church..

reached there bout 1.15pm..

had PAG meeting and the three of us went SDS for a drink.

the weather on saturday was so HOT and HUMID that all of us were sweating like mad dogs~!

we got into deniece's car for a ride, while she drove her mummy back to the shop.

and again, we were still sweating and sweating like mad dogs...

went back to church for mass... had our last Youth Mass of the year.

and i'd say, it went pretty well!

haha okok.. after mass, there we were, back in deniece's car with daniel, delarie and sara...

went to the shop for dinner... lepak-ed there a while...

then, we went to Jusco (permas) for a walk...

and then we proceeded back to the shop.

at approximately 10pm, daddy came and picked sara and i home.

the moment i reached home, i took my clothes and took a COLD WATER bath!

then, got ready again and waited for deniece...

she came, picked clara up... and there we go...

COFFEE TRAP

a place for us to hang out, drink, sing and dance!

met jerald there.. ian came too..

deniece and i both took Heneiken for a drink... while clara took her Magarita..

after we couldn't tahan the haze and some people singing weirdly,

we went back to stulang... went to Zorro's for mamak...

and then... finally... we went to deniece's house...

clara and i stayed-over that night...

we watched Havana Nights again... haha

yea... and slept at bout 4am?

sunday...

woke up at bout 12.50pm?

ate lunch and deniece send clara and i back home...

was so bored at home that i slept again!

oh gosh, im really becoming more and more like a pig nowadays...

woke up, ate my dinner and we went Jusco Tebrau City for a walk!

hahahaha it was so cooling in there!!!

shiok-ness~

anyway, one of my goodie friend, Christina....

just created her blog...

those friends of hers, link her please...

http://blessedmomentsinlife.blogspot.com/

im sorry for blaming you~

~ von out ~

blessings

von escaped a life threatening event yesterday.

von's been watching High School Musical over and over again.

non-stop.... von's too in love with it again!

anyway, von's fine. nothing bad happened.

von's been chillin' out!

yea!

now, von hate cars!!!!! damn.

here's a new song by

~Christina Aguilera~

~Hurt~

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye

When it comes to these rules

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away

Ooh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

~you know the world can see us,

in a way that's different than who we are~

we're soarin'

flyin'

there's not a star in heaven

that we can't reach

if we're tryin'

yeah, we're breaking free

* von out *

WOW

Evanescence - Open Door

im bored.

sad.

for awhile.

trying to

remember each and every detail

u left me.

sigh.

u left us 2yrs ago.

left all of us hanging.

made us twirl and twirl in our own world.

i was confused.

u always appear in sara's dream.

sometimes in mine.

but in our dreams,

u seemed happy.

radiant.

satisfied.

im glad that your ok.

what bout us?

struggling?

no, we're struggling no more.

we've passed that stage of life.

thanks for all the good and bad memories raine.

im still remembering every little detail

of u in my life.

to me,

u will always be my one and only

elder sister.

i love you jie!

i miss you raine!

i really do.

may u rest in peace.

27th September 2004

by the way raine,

this is ur favourite band's new song.

"Call Me When You're Sober"

~ Evanescence ~

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

show me a garden

that's bursting into life

~ von out ~

the week that was

let me start with friday..

ven came to my house in e morn, then we both proceeded to max's house.

played with max until it was bout 12.30pm and we left for city square.

ven and i went to buy tickets for The Banquet and we went to Sushi King for lunch.

ven ate so much that he still weren't full yet!

and so, the show started... it was quite interesting and nice. not to mention the scenery there!

so, the show ended bout 4.40pm and the both of us were wandering around till bout 5.30pm.

waited for mum but she went to the wrong place to fetch us. haha.

mum fetched us and dropped ven for his tuition.

and then, the both of us went to our 'house' to meet the furniture guy.

mum and him talked alot till it was bout 7 sumtin. and i told dad to go buy dinner.

and i left with dad to go buy dinner. reached home, ra and wenli came back.

we ate, and then we proceeded to Foon Yew 1 for Planet Shakers!!!

thought we were late, but we werent! haha and so we played , jumped, shouted all our lungs out.

oh ya! met so many people there! shirley, sarah j, peiman, sinvon, wanhui, colin and so many more man~!

and when we couldn't stand the thirst, clara, shirley,sarahj,patricia and i went for a drink.

haha that was fun too! by the time we got back, we continued jumping and soon, it ended.

clara sent sara and i back. and then she asked me to go and stay with her for the night.

so i went back home, packed my things and go mamak! after that only we went to her house.

back in her house, we watched this movie called Havana Nights where the song Hips Don't Lie originally came from. the show was SUPERB!!!! haha and after that, both of us konk-ed out to lala-land at bout 4am.

the following day,saturday.

clara and i woke up at bout 11am!! hahaha and then both of us took turns to bathe.

and blablabla... we went out at 12.30 coz we had Praise and Worship session.

and so we sang, dance and do stupid things to irritate kenneth. hahaha.

and while we did that, my stomach started to grumble! it was grumbling for food la...

i hanged on till 3.30pm man! haha then, sara,clara and i went for makan! yumyum!!!

sara went for catechism class at 4.30pm and the both of us comtinued sitting in the shop till it was 5.30pm.

then we went for mass. after mass, we went to the shop again for a drink. clara and i couldn't eat coz we had late lunch. yep. after dinner, we went back for Youth Meeting. talked and yakked alot. and it was time to go home.

then, steve drove clara,sara,pierre and i to Zorro for makan,dinner i suppose.

all of us ate and then we went home. von was so exhausted that the minute she finished cleaning herself up, she konk-ed out!

sunday.

von woke up at bout 11am. did notin much. stayed at home for the whole day.

monday...

von went to max's house early in the morning. played with max....

and in the afternoon, uncle wong, auntie mag, pearl, max and i went to Jusco Tebrau City for a walk.walked and walked and walked, uncle wong bought something for von!and we went home at bout 6.30pm. so i went to max's house as my things were still in their house, feeling a lil hungry. told mum to come get me for dinner and told her that pearl wanted to go to Jusco Permas for a walk. and so, we went out again.... and ate at KFC at 10.30pm! hahaha and then, we left Jusco. again, von went back, feeling tired.

tuesday.

von stayed at home today. well, not exactly. mrs koo and chiewfong came and fetch me.

von sang. and ate and had fun. haha! after that, mrs koo fetched sara and i back home.

and then, von and ra stayed at home for the whole night while mum went dancing and dad went to watch football.

wednesday.

von stayed at home. doing notin.

thursday.

von went driving! SHE BANG-ED a TIANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ra and her did noting that night except that ra was straightening my HAIR!

friday.

von is now in max's house. gonna go out later with mum for grocery shopping. sigh~

haha just saw a clip from celine aka sabai.

http://www.mayyoubeblessedmovie.com

really touched by it! thanks SABAI!! i love my sabai!!!

because of you

i never stray too far from the sidewalk

because of you

i learn to play on the safe side so i won't get hurt

because of you

i found it hard to trust not only me

but everyone around me

because of you

i am afraid

^ ! von out ! ^

wat a day....

im back again..

i seriously dont have anything to write.

anyway, von is going for Planet Shakers for sure.

hope to see familiar faces there though.

remember, it's held at Foon Yew 1, 8pm, 15 sept.

max has recovered from his sick already.

poor boy, he was yelling his head of last week when i saw him.

and now, he's almost back to normal,

except for the part where he still is coughing.

apart from that, he's fine now.. playing with me..

someone actually saw max through the webcam!

and said that he's cute, of course.

just glad that max is fine now.

the greatest thing was,

they said max called

'VON VON'

when he was sick!

hahaha!! he called me...!!!

i think he misses me, that's why!!!!

he said 'I LOVE YOU' before he called my name!!

haha okok ending here.

sa rang hae yo

zhi dui ni shuo

i will love you

and forever more

wo da ying

baby you will see

mei yi ge wo dou

shu yu ni

! von out !

new beginnings

hello my earthly beings.

we mourn the death of Steve Irwin, the Crocodile Hunter.

oh yes, we use to watch his shows.

and now,

he's gone.

may God bless his soul!

btw, Planet Shakers are coming to town!

15th September 2006. SJK(c) Foon Yew 1. 8pm.

von and ra are going! so if your going, we meet you there k?

von touched a fish on sunday night.

a carp to be exact.

there was this particular carp kept coming to von

allowing her to touch it. sara touched that particular fish too!

we both called the fish 'Our Loyal Friend'.

von had a day of fun with max on sunday.

everyday is a new beginning for us.

von shall wait patiently for her new beginning.

von will end with a song Come What May by Nicole Kidman and Ewan Mcgregor.

never knew i could feel like this

like i've never seen the sky before

want to vanish inside your kiss

everyday i love you more and more

listen to my heart

can you hear it sing?

telling me to give you everything

seasons may change

winter to spring

but i love you

until the end of time

come what may

come what may

i will love you until my dying day

suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

suddenly it moves with such perfect grace

suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

and it all revolves around you

and there's no mountain too high

no river too wide

sing out this song

and i'll be there by your side

storm clouds may gather

and stars may collide

but i love you

i love you

until the end of time

come what may

come what may

i will love you

until my dying day

oh come what may

come what may

i will love you

until my dying day

you love me

come find me

call me when your sober

` ! von out ! `

crossroads

sometimes i wonder

why do people die

why do people even live and then die

why do some people love their lives so much

and yet some just wanna throw their lives away

the big question is

WHY?

i'm starting to wonder whether if there's some sort of answers to those questions

but i know that the answers are different for everyone.

there's no correct answer.

or even, no answer at all.

September is the jiwang month for me.

you do not want to know why.

you don't have to know why.

well, maybe in time to come,

you will know why.

coz' it's the month for remembrance.

a time to remember every little detail.

be it good or bad, happy or sad,

i shall be remembering everything.

everything she has done for me!

everything.

the angels they burn inside for us

are we ever?

are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside for us

are we ever gonna come back down?

come around, im always gonna worry bout

yhe things they could break us

~ von out ~

WOW

von had an interestin saturday. it began like this.

she woke up at 8.45am to send sara for violin lesson.

she went for roti prata with mum.

10am: fetched sara back and went for roti prata with her.

saw weiwen in the shop.

11am: reached home and rest.

1pm: ven smsed. asking von to lepak with him.

2pm: met ven in city square. walked around for god knows how many hours.

5pm: went for coffee bean. von treated ven. ven's school friends came, fareez and desmond.

chit-chatted for awhile. ven and von went off to church.

5.58pm: ven and von just in time for mass. ven sat with his friends. von sat with sabai and kim.

7pm: went to max's house after mass. wanted to bring him to tebrau city but max and his mum not in a good mood.

7.30pm: von went tebrau city with mum. ate there and ashley came to look for us.

she is still as chirpy as ever. and soon they left.

8.30pm: walked around. bought von's comforter set. blue-ish in colour. von smsing ven at the same time. ven said he was in tebrau city too. and so, von and mum met ven's dad. both of them went and meet ven, vin and wife. after that, all of them went home.

10.15pm: clara sent sara home after meeting. clara was waiting outside for von. von came back, packed her things and run away with clara? nono.

10.30pm:von packed her things and went to stay in eden hotel. clara's mum had a free room, so clara asked von if von wana stay with her. and so they reached eden. checked in, room no 1347. laze around for a while and the both of them went out looking for mamak stalls.

1am: walked to 7-eleven to buy junk food.

1.15am: eating junk food in the room. having fun.

3.30am: clara and von went to lala land.

goodbye to you

goodbye to everything

that i knew~

^ von out ^

boing

a sad piece of news for everyone

for yvonne

have decided

to talk less and laugh less

and concentrate on weirder things

a new change for her

do not tempt her

for you shall sin!

and in time

she realised that

she never really did-

had a good laugh-

had friends

would you lie with me

and just forget the world

* von out *

at sabai's house!

they say.. pictures paint a thousand words...
well, here are some of the pics we took in celine's house!
yea... celine gave me a shock when she drove her dad and i to xinyu's house!
haha and no, i dont think that she's a bad driver... in fact, she's a cool driver!
yeah.. we went and lepak at xinyu's house for awhile... and then xinyu came to celine's house... followed by melissa!
we had indo-mee for lunch! haha although it's unhealthy... but i love it! haha yeah... and then the four of us proceeded by watching the movie 'The Break-Up'. it was a bit of a disappointment to us la... coz the two love-birds did not get back together...
and sabaithinks that i shouldnt tell the ending... but i dont care! coz people were telling me the ending anyway....
and after the movie... all of us went for tea in Plaza Pelangi's Vivo... yea...
mel and i were sharing the ice-cream called 'Chocolate Devil'
haha... sabai had tiramisu and she enjoyed it! and our dear xinyu... she ordered pizza!
hahaha yep! so that's about it la... take care people!

isnt something missing?
isnt someone missing me?

! von out !

a nice day....

haha! hi all! im currently blogging in sabai's house!!
im staying over at her house!!!! yayyee!!!
hahaha she found this pic of me in her comp...
it's like i had make-up on!
but actually it's me and my 'red-ded' face la..... not blushing though...
kla.. actually jiwang-ing with shy now! hahaha but i feel so high....
ehem... will blog sometime later...
tata~~

u noe i'd die just to hold you
stay with you

* von out *

my first driving lesson

hello! i dont really know what to blog about now...

except that i saw a dead kitten right before my very eye a few days ago

the kitten looks so cute! but a car bang-ed the kitten to its death...

we shall mourn for the dead kitten for 1 hour...

okay.. so yea.. did you people realise that im typing every single word without any shortforms???

i have decided to improve my english! and not typing any broken-english!

hahaha like that is gonna work out... but i will try!

today, i woke up at 6am... took my bath...

and waited for Uncle Kee to fetch me for driving!

try as i might, i have never driven a car before...

and when we got there, he straightaway asked me to

D-R-I-V-E!

so i drove... my engine died on me less than 4 times! (not bad for a first-timer k?)

so i drove from 8am-11am.... imagine how tiring it was? my legs were all sore after the lesson man!

to me, it's a really weird lesson.. why? because.. when i learnt the organ... my left leg moves a lot... but when im supposed to be driving, my right leg is doing most of the jobs....

haha! im feeling light! so i changed my colours to be lighter! hahaha how nice is it???

max is making lots of noises outside... for example, throwing of things on the floor, crying, talking and simply blabbering...

anyway, im gonna go now.. take care people!

wo hai ji de

wo men de yue ding

yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding

wei ni xie de na shou ge

ta ye tou tou de diao lei le

\ ^ von out ^ /

between hellos and goodbyes

hey ppl... i kinda hated yesterday... i'l tell u why...

on our way for dinner with daddy and sara...

we passed by e road to Omega tuition centre...

the 3 of us saw sumtin saddenin....

there was a girl, a young teenage girl...

lyin motionless on e road...

i think, afta being hit by the taxi beside her...

n then, a few guys came and carry her...

tryin to lift her up...

but her legs were shakin uncontrollably...

felt so SAD afta tt...

and the worst part was...

her sister was right beside her...

in a primary school uniform...

it shall be a lesson learnt/

do not cross the road without looking/

till now, im stil wondering bout what happened to the poor girl...

did she survive?

did she go to a far away land?

did she suffer from any pain?

did she suffer from any phobia?

is she really alright?

these were the questions that often run in my head...

people really do come and go in our life..

but i hope, sincerely hope that..

the people i LOVE and CARE for...

includin family n friends,

wun leave me hanging alone...

between the hellos and goodbyes..

i sure really do hope so..

that i have people who sincerely care for me somewhere deep down in their hearts...

and i would like to take this opportunity to say

THANK YOU

to the people who have walked in and out of my life

and remember...

if you need someone to talk to....

i'll do my best to be there for you...

if i just lay....

if i just lay here...

and just forget the world..

~\ von out /~

back once again...

haha! it's been so long since i laz blogged.... actually only a week la....

but it has been a weird n wonderful week!! so b WARNED! gonna b a long post tho!

okok... so... sara went for her choir nationals on tuesday... n i practically cried b4 i slept... coz she wasnt there to slp bside me! yea.. den i proceeded slpin la...

wednesday was fine... n there it came! thursday!!!!

woke up at bout 7am to bathe... n den gotten ready... dad picked clara up b4 sendin e both of us to larkin bus station.... n off we go to KL~! e stupid bus came late! n we were there since 8.15am but e bus came at like 9am? sick man! yea...

e bus driver was drivin quite slowly... n even stopped halfway n told us to switch bus! coz duno wat balloon burst..... -_-''' n so we reached kl at bout 2.45pm... n we proceeded to neil's workplace b4 walkin 10mins to his house... haha it was cool la...

n den we took our baths n went out to meet deniece n her bf, ganesh! hahaha

we met them at kl sentral n ganesh was nervous tt we din like him or sumtin... but in e end, all of us got on fine with each other... n deniece took us to Mid Valley to do sum shoppin!!!! clara bought like 4 tops in e NIKE shop man!!! haha n i din buy anytin on e 1st day... finally, it came to a time where deniece hadta go back n do her work... n so we left n met up wif neil for dinner.... we went to Kim Gary's Restaurant at hartamas plaza for dinner... n boy! it was YUMMY-licious! n afta tt... we walked home afta dinner... hahahaha n den we slept at aroun 11sumtin... coz e both of us were veryvery T-I-R-E-D!

e second day... friday... i told clara e nite b4 tt i haf a feelin tt im gonna buy lotsa things today.... n so we got up early, had our breakfast wif neil... n we went shoppin again! we went back to Mid Valley coz we din finish shoppin there yest... n so i bought my undergarments there... n den we got bored of tt place n we headed off to KLCC!

n i rily bought lotsa things there! i got like 3 NICE tops for myself... bought sumtin for sara... bought books n magazine! it was rily cheap la... coz it's e Malaysia Mega Sale! hahahahaha n den it came to 7pm... n deniece called us to ask if we were stil there... n we met up again wif deniece, ganesh n tis time, ian came too~! haha

all of them saw wat both of us were carryin.. n they were like 'WOW' hahaha! so, we went back to Mont Kiara to haf dinner wif neil n ian was so kind to help clara n i carry e stuff we bought! hahahaha n so we sat taxi from kl sentral to mont kiara.. clara decided tt ian shud sit wif deniece n ganesh, but in e end, ian came n sit in our taxi instead of deniece's... haha he din wana b e lightbulb there la.... afta dinner, we sat outside coz there was tis jazz festival... n e host, called William Quah, who is a mixed angmoh, was so hot!!! hahahaha okok den ian walked clara n i home to change n bathe... n den 3 of us walked back for e jazz festival! it was rily cool la.... n den all of us went back home to rest!~

e third day... saturday...

we got up late today... n den we went to KLCC again to shop! clara bought her NIKE watch! it was rily cool! hahaha clara loved it too~~ n we got tired of shoppin n headed home for sum rest.... we watched dvd's in neil's place.... Date Movie n Casanova! den deniece called n ask if we wana go for e jazz thingy... n we sed y not! n so we had our dinner at hartamas square n listenin to neil sing-complain sumtin bout e dvds deniece borrowed from him~!!!! we couldnt get a place to sit in mont kiara, so we went home to watch tv... n we can only watch 8tv coz it's e only clear channel tt neil has! n it was e SUMMER CONCERT in danga bay! saw rainie n jj n 5566 perform! hahaha cool la... haha i was tryin to look out for my frens la..... but i cudnt! too packed there! hahahaha... n i tel u... e whole nite, neil was talkin bout DVDS!!!!! clara n i were like scared to see neil behavin like tt! haha but it was fun tho! tanx to deniece... we were listenin to all sorts of songs bout dvds!

e laz day... sunday...

i set my alarm for 7am while clara set hers at 7.15am... but e both of us din wake up~! haha luckily i woke up at like 7.25am to take my bath n den woke clara! n so we proceeded to kl sentral to take e lrt to kelana jaya.... we went to e St Ignatious Catholic Church for mass! met up wif patrick n edwin! hahaha it was rily fun seein them afta so long... since rally in 05! yea... n so had our breakfast wif patrick n edwin... n patrick gave us a ride to e lrt station... n we got home... saw neil, packed our bags n left! hahaha reached puduraya at like 1.15pm n we ate our lunch there, n e bus left pudu at like 1.58pm ( accordin to clara's NIKE watch) hahaha.... there was tis small boy in front of me, who kept lookin back at clara n i... playin n smilin wif us... he was so CUTE!!!!! hahahaha n yea.. reached jb-home at bout 7pm... went out for dinner wif clara, sara n junior! hahaha rily fun!~

skip monday... okok all of us, catholics, we fast today! e pope says tt we must fast for e ppl in Israel n Lebanon n to stop e war!

tuesday... today!

woke up at like 6am! coz hafta go for mass! went to church, saw my sabai!! i cudnt help but like grin my way through! haha coz she was grinnin her way at me! cudnt tahan so i was rily keepin myself from laughin! 'gek zai xin li' n i told sabai tt max came for mass! n she finally saw max!!! she was so happy man! hahaha n max was like givin her tis 'sayang' wif his hand! n was sayin 'star' coz there were stars on celine's watch... haha n den it was time to say gdbye... he sed 'tata' to celine! n in e car, he was stil sayin 'tata' to her.... hahaha yea.. n now im here... in max's house while max is slpin..... goin to stop now... a thunderstorm is gonna pour here! hahaha okok til we meet again... ciaoz~!

obviously,

ur outta my reach

im wastin my time

coz u'l neva b mine

n i noe i'l

neva wil b

gd enuogh

for u

~ ! von out ! ~

away for awhile...

hey peeps.. jz to update.. wil b goin up to kl from thursday onwards...

duno when wil i b back... hahaha stay there foreva??

nah... wun stay there foreva la...

cant wait to go kl..!! wil b visitin lotsa ppl there wif clara!!!

yarh... n i wish e choir ppl GOOD LUCK for their nationals...

yea there's notin more to say la... oh ya!

went for a movie wif sabai!! haha wait.. tt was like laz week...

but who cares......... lalalala~~~~

i seriously duno wat to write d la..... mayb i'l start singin a song now!!

y did u hafta leave when evrytin came tumblin down on me?

y did u jz let evrytin go n not tryin to do e slightest thing to salvage it?

n in e end... it jz comes down to me bein all alone again..

like wat ive been doin for e past 1 year.. or probably 2 yrs in time to come?

u sed notin was impossible... n tt u wud neva leave me..

but hey, look wat uve done to me?

jz pause for a moment n take a gd look at me...

im stil here, fallin head ova heels for u...

but u.. neva seem to notice me anymore... y?

bcoz u alreadi had sumone else in ur mind...

n tt u din nid me anymore...

tel me wat to do... plz tel me wat to say?

shud i jz ask u to come back? or shudnt i?

jz plz tel me y did u hafta go....

oh~~

there u go.... a song! hahaha yea!!!! ok.. e jiwang week is endin day by day...

but who cares... im gonna pro-long e jiwang week man!!!

when u cried, i'd wipe away all of ur tears

when u screamed, i'd fight away all of ur fears

i held ur hand thru all of these years

n u stil haf...

ALL

of

ME....

^! von out ! ^

where? there!!!

max suckin his fingers?? he takes afta me! coz i used to suck my thumb instead of the *chutchut*

tis is wat max looks like when he's slpin... so soundly....

hie all!~ aih... i shall announce tt....

tis whole week shall b JIWANG week!

sum of u may noe y... n sum of u dun.. so dun bother askin...

coz it's JIWANG WEEK!!! haha tis week wil b full of jiwang thingies man!

songs, shows, programs... n e list goes on n on!

to my jiwang partners, let's all go JIWANG!~ hahaha

now we muz pick e most jiwang song... i've got 1.... it's Forgive Me by Evanescence!

wat say u guys? my jiwang partners!! haha e song is damn jiwang la! to me....

anyway... mum, dad, sara n i went shoppin for our own tilam! haha n in e end...

we got our own tilams! ive got a queen size tilam... sara's got a super single size tilam n mum n dad got e king size tilam!! hahahaha jz rily hope tt e house wil b ready soon~~ cant wait to stay in there... cant wait to slp there... wif e kingkoil tilam... hehe it goes 'toing!' cant wait to b online for 24 hours again!!!!! den i can continue updatin u peeps.... hahahaha okok ehem... suppose to b jiwang............

kla von's goin d... update sum other time when im online la...

oh btw, i'l b goin to e funfair wif my sabai!!! heeee cottoncandy...

here we come!!! sabai, ve muz vait patiently for e day ya?

i look in ur eyes

n ur screamin inside tt

ur SORRY

hope ur doin fine

out there without me

coz im not doin so good

without u

!` von out `!

e outin day...

hie! tts my cute lil nephew wif my mum n i!

max was sayin 'thereeee' coz he saw e clock there... he likes clocks n stars! haha

hey peeps... got back from watchin The Lake House yesterday wif sabai!

it's truly a nice show! u guys muz go watch ya?? agree not sabai?

anyway, jz saw sabai's entry bout me!

argh! so memalukan man! hahaha

yea, e story goes like tis....

we were chattin on msn on wed... den we suddenly decided to watch lake house e followin day... n i checked e screenin time for e lake house la.... they wrote there 1.05pm.. so i happily tol sabai tt it's 1.05pm lor...

e followin day, we arrived cs bout 12++ den we walked up only to find tt e show is either 11.10am, 3.30pm or 7.45pm!!! den we were makin a fool out of ourselves there by freakin out.... n so, we decided to watch e 3.30pm show la! hahaha

both of us decided to walk aroun since we haf like 3++ hours to spend... n so we walked.. n walked n said hie to my colleagues.. haha

here comes e farni part! we walked in to mph! den sabai saw tis tiger from winnie e pooh... there were afew there.... n she was lookin at afew of them...

sabai: tis tiger got no left ear!

( i took e tiger n looked for e ear jz by lookin at it..)

sabai: see! told ya.. no ear!!!!

( i took it up n flipped it around.... n WE both saw e ear...)

n both of us were laughin like mad ppl in e mph! n evryone there kinda like stared at us! hahaha n we continued lookin thru books n finally reached e magazine part!

sabai saw tis magazine n asked me whether e cover gal was keira knightley...

n i was like... *cant u read her name there?* n it den seem to me tt my poor sabai had problems wif her eyes!!!!!!!! hahaha

n so, we continued walkin n walkin aroun... walkin up n down until it was time for us to go in!!!! hahaha n i tel u sabai, e stupid couple sittin in front of us were sickenin!!!

e guy... already quite tall n big build, keep movin here n there... play wif his CAP man!!! i was like 'wtf' man???!! den keep kissin his gf... walao eh... take her to another place laaaaaa!~ hahaha n e singaporeans sittin bhind us were farni!!!! haha

kla.. tts bout it... shall not blog until it's 31st of july! a memorable day to rmb for me... shall end tis wif a ~sigh~

how do you hold on to someone you've never met?

~The Lake House~

ni ku zhe dui wo shuo

tong hua li dou shi pian ren de

wo bu ke neng

shi ni de wang zi

ye xu ni bu hui dong

cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou

wo de tian kong

xing xing dou liang le

`! von signin out !`

ven's bday~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVEN BOY!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VEN```

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U`

ehem... touched ler?? hahaha ur cousin sing bday song for u here!!!

sorry la.. max din sing wif me.. he's slpin now... hahaha

oi! u haf fun ya? n muz b gd since ur another year older...

muz b more mature n wise ya?

hahahaha cant imagine u being matured n wise....... :p

anyway, saw celine n jien li in e van to perling yest!

celine was pinchin me eva since she hoped on e van! ouch!!!!

now my left cheek is abit bloated than e right cheek!

come to think of it... sabai, my left cheek stil in PAIN!!!

hahahaha rily made my trip to perling less borin altho we din tok thru out e journey there... hahahaha

anyway, it's funny tt i passed my undang! sorry it took so long for me to take my undang.... but now.... von's gonna drive n create havoc whereva i go!~ hahaha aint tt cool??? those who wana sit my dangerous car plz say 'I' okok??? hahahaha

aiya... notin to tok bout d... so tata.... chaoz~ til e nex time i on9~

i remember when

u came to me tt nite

u sed foreva

tt u wil neva

LET ME GO....

` von signin out `

just shoutin out now...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA!

haha.. jes wana wish olioli happy bday ya? n tt oli muz continue to b a gd gal... n here's to wishin oli a blessed bday!

happy birthday to u/

happy birthday to u/

happy birthday to peekaboo/

happy birthday to u!!!!!!

im actually rily singin e song s i type u noe oli? so, muz b honoured coz I sang for U!

guy: i only wish you were here to share it with me...

gal: even though this is clearly impossible, it's amazin...

- the lake house -

it isn't love

it's robbery

im sleepin with e ghost of u n me

~! von signin out !~

wat a day....

hello!! im on9 again!! yay!!!

hahaha goin high now... but i haf a tummyache! so sum1 save me! haha

here r e tag replies:

ai: i wana see u too!!! u oso muz tk gd care ya?? haha

shy: hey!!! so u've read it eh?? full of anger? not me la.. but tt person... it's from an article in CLEO. hahaha e feelin of bein left bhind jz aint tt gd yea? hahaha

ven: hie!!! i blogged bout u coz im feelin 'BU SHUANG' hahahaha coz u made me hold ur drink for SO LONG~ hahaha

cel/sabai: hahaha u identify my quote?? hahaha my sabai rocks!!!

melanie: hey ya gal! so u've also read bout e post eh?? hahaha shall try to update u more yea?? hahaha tk care!

back to me... m currently in my cousin's house online-ing...

e feelin of my tummy ache is bad.. real bad...

max is slpin in e bedroom now... can play wif him later...

max's mum made a blog for him.. so if u guys wana visit, it's http://mother2b.blogspot.com

haha n tel me wat u think of my nephew yea??

shall go now.. til we meet again... gdbye~~

i miss u..

i miss u all along..

!~ von signin out ~!