Sunday, May 11, 2008

life

funny how sometimes
we used to go for holidays
although my memory is still vague..
i kinda remember that day till now

we went to some place for holiday
i bought 2 packets of orange peel..
and somehow or rather,
i fell asleep on the bed.

suddenly my uncle came in
and ask for some
it's so happened that i was in the half-awake, half-asleep mode
i didnt replied him

and after that, he went around telling people
that im very selfish..
oh yeah.. that did hurt a lot
for a very innocent little girl..
not to mention that it still does hurt now..
just that the little girl before..
kinda got used to that

so, months passed, years passed..
it's still the same
he still thinks that im selfish..
okay maybe i used to be!
but who doesnt?
come on.. nobody's perfect..

and and..
i can remember this very very clearly
during one of those chinese new year time..
he gave me an angpao for like RM20..
when he gave my younger sis RM50..

i told mom bout it..
and what did she say?
go back and ask for more..
what the hell am i suppose to think man..

so yeah..
i just need to find a place to release my
hurt, anger and disappointment..

dont worry.. im not being kidnapped yet..
just that sometimes, shitty things all comes at one go..
and you kinda like get lost
not knowing where to go
what to do
what to feel

hahahaha! im going back to spore now..
i love my friends k!
especially clara! jack! deniece!
=)


i need you boo
gotta see you boo
and the hearts all over the world tonight


¿ ~ von ~ ?

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Klenco

ok updates!
we saw this guy wondering on the streets of bugis..
he stops at places to gather money given by passer-bys
to top up his fuel, and buy tickets to fly all over the world.
why?
he wants to be the first
dumb (not stupid, but unable to speak)
to travel all over the world.
to get into guiness book of records.
so yeah~
he looks damn cool la!

his bike, that he used to travel all over the world

now yesterday,
we had this excursion to Klenco..
a detergent company..
and we get to play with cleaning machines!!



wee jun!

and then von came back after lesson..
went out to eat at Kim Gary's
to bid farewell to Darren..
he's going back to Australia to work..





something freaky happened to me yesterday!
at about 1pm yesterday, von was having math lesson..
i received a message telling me to be careful..
" hey von! please be extra careful of your surroundings.
my sister dreamt of you or kim being kidnapped or something"
wwoooowww..
my heart skipped many beats.. my tears almost sprang out!
what the hell just happened?
i was shocked la.. hahaha
so yeah..
im gonna get kidnapped!!
bye people!
i love u guys~
im sorry for all the bad stuff that i did to you..


is it you?
or is it me?

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

hehe

i've got no internet connection at home.
don't bother reading till the weekends come.
so yeah..
anything just tag my board k?
hahahaha
im super bored!
i miss clara and deniece!
they are coming back!
happy happy!!
im supposed to be happy!!
im allowed to be happy!!
i must be happy!!
hahahahaha
crap.
all i want is but a hug
really and truly
honest
¿ ~ von ~ ?

Saturday, May 03, 2008

aunty choo's birthday!

when somebody puts food on our table..
this is what's that's left..

nothing~!

von rushed home after school..
waited for bus for almost 1 hour~
damn tired..
just to attend aunty choo's birthday celebration!
haha












no one told me how bad i need you
until i arrived to the conclusion all by myself
give give give

until there's nothing left
give my heart
till it all runs out

¿ ~ von ~ ?

siska's birthday

tuesday was siska's birthday!
and being us,
we gave her a surprised birthday cake!
we pretended that we didn't know that it was her birthday
and she was kinda sad..
hahaha

siong says 'dont take my picture LAH'



siong kena by jun!

a few videos of people trying to 'cream' each other..
hahaha








is it you
or is it me?

¿ ~ von ~ ?