B'day!

Lappy's back!

it got so sick that it refuses to let me switch it on..

so i had to send it to the doctor (service centre)

lol..

lucky it was still covered by warranty

if not, i will have a huge huge huge hole in my pocket!

anyway, it's back to normal now!

YAY!!

oh yeah, last week

i don't know what i ate

i woke up in the middle of the night

puking!

it sure felt horrible..

immediately called the hotel to take mc...

it's my second time taking mc

so i don't think i'm that bad eh?

my birthday was a blast

maybe it won't be like what the others are having

throwing big parties, having lotsa friends around

mine was just pure family members

and that was already good enough..

=)

we all have to live life to the fullest right?

no point fretting or regreting anything..

i liked my birthday this year..

i don't need presents or anything..

wishes are also good enough.

i'm thankful to everyone who played their part,

be it big or small

you guys still matter most to me..

just that at a point of time

you do get a little emotional that certain people

are not around or there

or those that you think would remember, forgot..

but oh well, it's passed..

looking forward to 365 more days!

=)

when you look me in the eyes

tell me that you love me

everything's alright

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Feeling Roost-ty?

ra and mom

mom and max

trying to dig his nose! haha

drink of the day - mango tango

my food of the day - chicken chop

ain't he the happiest boy on earth?

he will always be the one that

takes away all your sorrows

even when they all came crashing down on you

a slightest notion from him

will make the heart that was covered with ice

melt

he

is

MAX

=)

why you may ask?

cause when you're feeling down

he comes to you

and hold your hand when you walk!

how cute is that?

i'll always remember

it was a late afternoon

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Contentment

contentment..

is when

you do not expect anything

but you get something good at the end

=)

i'm very very thankful

for being so contented now!

i was given an ice cream

by a long-term guest

who will be leaving for good

what's this?

Haagen Dazs!

indulging in the sweetness of life!

yum yum....

you know the world can see us

in a way that's different than

who we are

¿ ~ von ~ ?

I Believe

I just got this email..

i find that the things are very very true..

let me share this with you guys..

=)

I Believe...

That just because two people argue,

it doesn't mean they don't love each other.

And just because they don't argue,

it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...

That we don't have to change friends if

we understand that friends change.

I Believe...

That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...

That true friendship continues to grow, even over

the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...

That you can do something in an instant

that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...

That it's taking me a long time

to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...

That you should always leave loved ones with

loving words.. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...

That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...

That we are responsible for what

we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...

That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...

That heroes are the people who do what has to be done

when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...

That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...

That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...

That sometimes the people you expect to kick you

when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe....

That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....

That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...

That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others..

sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...

That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...

That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,

but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...

That you shouldn't be so eager to find

out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...

Two people can look at the exact same

thing and see something totally different.

I Believe....

That your life can be changed in a matter of

hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...

That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...

That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...

That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...

That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in, I just did.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;

they just make the most of everything

if i see you smile

would you see mine

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Papa's Bday

finally got my off day!

and went back for a gathering!

wooohooo...!

max walking on the sofa

bday cakey!

candids

FOOD~!

my favourite - nasi goreng kampung!

thank you everyone for coming! lol...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

this small cake is specially chosen by max.. he thinks that papa looks alike!

little kiddo getting more and more mischievous!

when you know that you are missing

you will know where to find me

that is what there is left to say

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Smile

you

make me smile

like i never did before

=)

so

thank you

very very much!

smile

like you mean it

=)

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Happy Birthday You

hey you

happy birthday now..

now i know why i've been having

a really really bad bad

splitting headache

since the moment i wake up

till the moment i'm gonna sleep

that's because i guess that i really miss you

although not saying or expressing much

but i do

oh well

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA

ily and imy!

=)

i'm watching you

watch over me

the greatest view

from here

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Never Expressing Much?

hello you!

yes, i am back to blog..

finally i have some time in my hands!

lol...

we, humans are very very capable of not expressing ourselves well..

but that does not mean that we don't feel, or that we are cold-blooded creatures.

and i think that no matter how cold that person may be,

somewhere, somehow, in that deep little thing called heart,

is so so full of emotions.

the emotions of us hurting, loving, being happy, being sad,

emotions of anything at all.

and yes, sometimes we find it so darn hard to even say the easiest thing

some people are just more open to saying those stuff

and some people are just not

not to say that i'm blaming anyone,

but that's just how God made us

Different

is the word for it.

it might be easy for you to think that i'm such a person

but i, too, have my own emotions

just like any other human beings

i get sad, i get mad, i get hurt, i laugh, i smile, i cry, i love

so, we are never too different from each other.

because all of us have those emotions planted inside our bodies

we learn to love, learn to trust, learn to laugh, learn to cry, learn to console, learn to hug

and there's a limit to one's emotion can do.

when it's stretched beyond the line

it might just break loose

and it might be gone

nah.. i'm not being a sadist or feeling emo..

no worries. i am fine!

for i am von!

=)

i love everybody around me

in case that nobody knows

and i love you.

and if i open my heart to you

i'm hoping you'll show me what to do

and if u help me decide again

know i will be there for you

in the end

¿ ~ von ~ ?

R I P

can't seem to remember

what you exactly look like

although i know that

our looks are almost alike

i miss you

so so much

but

i feel so hopeless

because there's

absolutely nothing

that i can

do about it

=(

RIP you

i love you

longing just to bring

something that's of worth

that will bless your heart

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Doggies!

cino in the car!

on the car mat..

espresso changed place with mocca!

she's much happier here.. =)

mocca outside!

seeing someone in the kitchen..

now, looking at me! =)


i love my doggies!
mocca was set free yesterday!
he was running freely in the garden!

will you still love me
in the morning
will you still love me
tomorrow

¿ ~ von ~ ?