Celebration

i miss you.
whether you know it or not.
i miss dreaming bout you, just in case you don't realise it.
each and every day you'll come to my mind.
especially when there's a special occasion.
how we used to celebrate your birthday and mine together.
how we used to have birthday party together.
how we used to eat and share the birthday cakes together.
how we used to have the same presents sometimes.
how we used to buy stuff for each other and you will always try to get the things that i liked most.

well,
i know you're celebrating happily up there so,
happy birthday jie.
i love you. always will.












on a second note,
von's fine. and it seems like there's a celebration at home when i come back.
mocha chooses to go crazy, espresso too and cino is still as lazy as ever...
they have all grown fat!!! *norbel shut up*
they seem to be having the time of their life at home while i work my ass off here..
sigh~ times have changed.. dogs are enjoying life more than me!
BUT, they are so so so cute!!!! they make me happy always~
and yeah, i was talking to mocha previously bout latte, his eyes were teary and he seemed sad..
and and when i told him i was coming back to singapore, i saw the sad look again and he kept jumping on me, like begging me not to go... dogs have emotions too! now you know why i love mocha so... he understands me! =)

cappucino in her sleeping basket~

this is a video of mocha going crazy...
hahaha! and he is such a cute dog! =)
and espresso is in here too!!
enjoy~

your words have been drained from this pencil
sweet words that i want to give you
and i can't sleep
i need to tell you
goodnight~

~ von out ~

Back~

hello world.
haha.. it's been quite some time since i updated...
okok.. so this is the outlet that we all switched to..
it's called 'Charcoal'
don't really like it here. i still, or rather, WE still prefer Rosette...
where the people there are super nice and kind..
yeah.. didn't really do much this week except go to work and come back home, sleep...
hahahaha that's life right?
so there, pictures.....

weisiong with tables behind him~

von in-between 2 tables

the Gents~

and then, i went to orchard on tuesday night with florence...
hahaha the lightings there are amazing!! it's super nice!
went to makan in Wisma Atria and then had Starbucks in Paragon...
and it rained on us! when the both of us did not bring any umbrella~ how 'lucky' can we get?

small Christmas tree...

bigbig Christmas tree outside Paragon~ nicenice!!!

Christmas lightings!!!!~

florence decided to get into the picture... haha =)

these lightings makes me feel so excited bout the coming of Christmas!!!
von can't wait! but currently waiting Patiently for that day to come!!
heh.. weeeeeeeeeeee.. this week is gonna be a nice week..
but the week after this week is gonna be a super niceeeeeeeeeeee week!!

say hello to the moon~

p/s: i changed my song!! haha it's At The Beginning from Anastasia.. loved this song since that show came out.. hahaha~ enjoy~

when i lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start~

^^ von out ^^

Wishlist~

haha i forgot the countdown already..
need to ask ra bout it though..
talking bout wishlist...
i cant seem to know what i wish for sometimes..
well, let's see....

1) more clothes!
2) more shoes!
3) dolphins! (real ones, to touch and swim and play!)
4) my besties or jiemeis with me on that day..
5) my dogs to be healthy!
6) my closest ones to be alive and kicking!
7) i dont know what to wish for....

hahahaha!!! sigh~
there's a bad news....
latte passed away yesterday morning...
he stopped eating for 3 days.. and went away in the morning..
dont worry, von is fine.... sigh~
i'll miss you latte... rest in peace~

i will remember you
will you remember me
dont let your love pass you by
keep not for the memory

)) von out ((

Training

von's been training herself along with her classmates by our trainer..
this time round, it's Fruit Carving!
i tell you, it's not easy at all!!!
we are gonna have 3 fruits to choose from, orange, mango and banana!
i already tried mango and banana! a lil scared of trying orange...
hahaha
yeah.. so now we are training ourselves..
our trainer even told us to go promote our fruits so that we can carve the fruits in front of guests.. and von carved mango!!! successfully!!! hahahaha

after this week, we'll all be changing to another outlet..
and the other half of our class will be coming here..
and i must say, all of us don't feel like switching or swooping over...
the SFTs here are all very kind to us.. SFTs are students but already doing their attachment for the hotel..
and we did our evaluation last night with sir.. he gave me 75/100... haha that's the average score for our class i guess.. the highest is only 88/100... so i should be laughing at myself for getting this high right? haha

my mango craving! haha

other than that, something that i treasure the most that was given to me..
under a very special circumstance..
makes my heart feel at ease and safe and content knowing that people do care about people..
whether they show it or not is another thing.. haha

heart dont fail me now
courage dont desert me
dont turn back now that we're here
this is our journey to the past

! ~ von out ~ !

Ra's Confirmation

WARNING!

there are about 40+ pictures here...
don't say that i did not warn anyone...
hahahaha

this is just a random pic i took at home... dad and dog... cute!

ra playing piano.. in church..

biby! hahaha got ya!!

ra getting confirmed~

vincent~

and emily!

melvin d, ra, kelvin

von, ian, steve~

the 'band'

the band with bev and tracy~

adolphus, von, hilarry!!!!

jackjack, von, julian~

kim, ian, von, la!

nigel, von

nigel and ra!!!! woohooo~~

justin, von!

melvin c, von~

nessa, paul, von!!~~

so mass lasted for 1 and a half hours.. and von was taking pictures here and there...
hahahaha that's why i have like 40+ pictures here...
and after mass, we proceeded to makan with max!!!

max being shy~

this is what we call the super cute max!

him staring at food!

him after all the food finished..

von and ra...

ra and von~

ugly ra, ugly von!! this pic is because of ven!!!!!

carry your candle
run to the darkness
seek out the hopeless
confused and torn
hold out your candle
for all to see it
take your candle
go light the world
take your candle
go light the world

* - von out - *

Clara's Birthday!

She's my bestest best friend ever!
and her birthday's on the 12th of november!
she's one sweet, lovely darling! love love her! =)
happy 19th birthday dear~

everybody say :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!

von and clara! JMF (jie mei forever)

von worked night shift last week..
and on friday night, maam let me off earlier to rest..
as today (saturday), im gonna work morning shift!
so von got up on time and all... ALTHOUGH it was raining...
went to work and stayed back to learn Fruit Carving!

after that, von came back home to JB!!!
so happy!
saw all my doggies!
latte got stucked in-between the cage.. i guess he was too excited to see me!
hahahahahaha.. poor boy.. but i managed to put him back! safely that is...
and went in the house to see Cino!!!

while von was sitting down on the floor!

yes, this little girl rested her head on my BIGFATthigh~

von went for mass after a while!
something like a youth mass.. where youths from all over asia gather in our church for BILA mass.. Be Involved Love Act... haha
after mass, small photo-taking session.... hahaha

youths~

after that, we headed to TGIFriday's again!!!!
with steve, clara, shawn, sara, jackjack, kim, angila....
a small gathering la.. as clara came back! after like so long!

clara, steve and kim! (check out steve's mouth) hahaha

kim caught in the act~

this is jackjack!!!!!!!!! =)

this is ra~

and kim again~~~~

and clara~!!!

we talked, chit-chatted, debated for quite a long time!
hahahaha then we all went home!
but clara and shawn came over to have more chitchatting session!!!
von is so so happy!!!!!

oh yeah.. this video is what Friday's do when someone is celebrating their birthday!!!

come and fill my heart~

= )) von out (( =