nothingness

yeah.. von went for classes on saturday..
took a pic of bel... im such a good photographer!
she's like disappearing right? yep.. no effects added...

bel!~ =)

then, von headed home... and mom came to pick me up...
as i stepped into the car.. her voice was ever-so exicited...
apparently, she was the first person in peninsular to win something from buying things as it was Malaysia Mega Sale...
she won 4 stuff that cost over RM7000... she's always winning stuff.. what great luck she has..
hahaha i was quite sleepy actually... and when i heard her voice, i couldnt sleep anymore...
hahaha

mom~ =)

sauna~ it can be folded!!! haha

foot-massager!!!

we can save more water with this though~

and a jade matress!~ that's good for health.. haha

von came home, bathed and headed for church...
after church, we went to deniece's mom's shop for dinner...
chilled with ian, kim, clara, deniece, keegan, delarie, daniel...
then, we saw WEIYI and LYNETTE and SABAI!!!!!!!
von got so so excited that she was like speechless!!
hahahahahahahahahaha so happy to see them!
and as usual, we camwhored... coz deniece has the same phone as me! hahaha

say hie to deniece!

daniel (deniece's bro) and von~

von and delarie (deniece's youngest sis)

von and deniece...

keegan, daniel, von~

von, niece!

von, niece, clara!~ the bestest friends anyone could ever have! =)

yeah.. that was my saturday....
now for sunday.. von woke up at 1130pm..
bathed and picked sara up from tuition for her violin lesson..
then, clara fetched me for youth meeting...
met with kenneth, steve, kim, clara, sara, steph, adrian, lucia and la at her place..
meeting ended at 5pm... we then headed to Jusco Permas for Baskin Robin's Ice-Cream!!!
yay!!! von was so happy to get to eat ice creams... although ra and i shared the biggest ice cream ever... but it was surely nicenice to eat icecream!
after icecream.. we came home...
and now, von's here.. blogging... and chatting with people she cares about...
hahahahaha

and von's abit moody...
she pays for the things u eat with her own money.
pays for that one ticket which u did not go.
she's still hurting.
she gives in to u all the time. no complains whatever.
she doesnt like to quarrel because of the long hours u take on the computer playing games.
she keeps quiet when u secretly wear her shoes and clothes. believe me, she knows when people touch her things.
she lets u vent your anger on her by showing your black charcoal face, stamping your feet, talking so rudely.
but all she does was just keep quiet and let the silent tears roll down her cheeks.
and in the end, everything's forgotten. coz afterall we only have each other.
and no, i do not hate u. i do not dislike u.
but sometimes.. just sometimes, she too wana feel love and cared for and appreciated..
oh god, help her to cope with everything in life. every obstacle. grant her strength to move on.

and you hurt yourself by hurting me~

when will this hole in my heart be mended
all now is left alone but me
oh solitude forever me forever you

- von out -

Outing~

yeah.. so it was Singapore's National Day yesterday..
von woke up at 7.30am.. dont know why von couldnt sleep..
then, wiijun smsed.. saying that he was persuading his mommy to let him come..
and after awhile, he was on the smiley bus to jb~
as the jb customs were super jammed coz of s*%gp#^e(ns...
von was waiting in the car for what seems like eternity to von...
bout an hour... so von stopped somewhere.. and...
*teng teng teng* took out my phone...
and SNAP!!!!! hahahahaha

von acting emo~ successful~!

von posing with the steering wheel~ yay!!

and after eternity, wiijun finally got through...
off we went for breakfast!!! at taison..
ordered carrotcake and yongtauhu...
hahahahaha yummy!!~~
then, came back home to rest...
chilled, chatted and knocked out~hahahaha

wiijun staring at god knows what thing in my house... haha

then, he poked me to wake me up to fecth mum...
after picking mum and sending her back
off we went to Tebrau City jalanjalan...
had sushi at Sushi King..
jalanjalan-ed.. and we headed for Danga Bay...
yes.. Danga Bay.. again.. i bring everyone there! haha
and everytime, they LOVE Danga Bay!~
went Beach Club for drinks... we walked around too!
and while we were bored...
von started snapping again.......

wiijun drawing..

tada!! von & jun was here!!!

chilled again... and von sent wiijun back...
on the way there, von got super angry at this Stupid bloodymotherfishingcar!!!
he came and cut my lane.. and then push me out of my lane!
von's blood boiled and boiled!!!! argh~~ hahahaha
as i was saying.. it was super jammed! and the time was like 2300hours...
all you can see are singapore cars here and there!!!!
to the singaporeans that i know, im not talking bout you guys~
then von took another route to the customs... no jam..
hehehe von's so smart~~~~
and there wiijun went.. back to his house...
hahahahaha had so much fun yesterday... =)
didnt know that it would be that fun! hahaha
but with the company of friends, there's so much more in life to see!

today's friday.. von had cooking lesson today..
we cooked chicken curry!! and beef consomme...
my curry chicken damn damn damn nice!!!
love it!~ compliments from those who had a taste of it k?
hahaha von's smiling widely today.. again~
another nice and happy day for von~!
having service tomorrow in school... till bout 5pm...
hope von can make it for mass!
kk.. von's tired.. physically, mentally, spiritually tired..
hahahaha so tired that she's crapping again~
nitenite peeps! =)

goodnight people! von hearts this picture.. it's soooo nice that i cant describe it!~ love it!! haha

it's still august the 10th...
and i would like to say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FLORENCE!
=)
thanks for everything. you're like another sister to me!

keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know im here for you
there's nothing you could say
nothing you could do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through

! * von out * !

Versus

okay.. so, this pic is von..
taken in sept2006...
yeah.. Chubby face! i know~~

old von~

and now, this is von again~
taken in august 2007..
any differences??
today, at the singapore checkpoint..
the officer took my passport, scanned my card,
and looked at my picture...
then he looked up at me...
'are you sure this is you?', he asked.
i nodded..
and he said, 'you slimmed down alot.'
then, von walked off grinning!!!!
=)
HAHAHAHAHAHA
yet another happy day for von!

happy von~

von has been having many many happy days this week!
hope that this will continue for longlong time..
then von wont be that emo anymore!!!
woohoo~~
von's gonna sleep with yet another wide smile on her face...

this is anem.. who von known since january from work place..
she's back form her college.. on holidays!
hahaha
so happy to see her!!!
she's just so cute~
=)

anem, von~ friends for life~

i could use some directions
and im open to your suggestions~

= ) von out ( =

Sigh

okay.. von helped clara packed her stuff from her hostel on sunday...
packed bout 45mins and we headed for coffeebean..
then, von came home..
that's my slow sunday...

monday..
von had MIS test.. which is computer la..
quite easy la... hahaha
then had lotsa laughters all along..

tuesday..
had Principles of Cooking test.. the paper was ok la..
i think i can pass~ never cook before.. dont blame me~
von ate salad for breakfast!!! super duper nice!
*grins widely* =)
we got back our MIS paper...
von got 40/45!!!!!!!
yay!!! *opens a bottle of champagne*
haha duh~ it's only ONE paper..
then went for lunch along with jey, bel, huihui, fefe, wiijun..
laughed alot again...
so, last but not least, von was grinning nonstop today~
HAhahahahahahahaha~

right~
now, back to my books~
wish me luck!
have greatgreat days ahead!
=)

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i cant make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

^ von out ^

Fun Time

von went to school for classes at 8am...
got a ride from Thomas.. picked me up from the mrt station and we headed for school...
had a dry run of our theme party thingy..
and the picture below is the work of Norbel and me!!!
it may look ugly, but hey, at least everyone gets to understand it!
hahahaha... i know i know, our lines arent straight.. and our handwriting sucks..
but whatever.. haha



and then, we camwhored...

bel, von~ twins..

then von got home at 4pm...
oh ya.. my experience on the causeway link bus to checkpoint...
there was this Pervert Ah Pek sitting in front of me..
and there was a free sit beside me..
he boarded the bus, and sat in front of me...
S-M-I-L-I-N-G!
and like mumbled some things to me..
i did not even bother looking at him...
then, he asked where do i live.. what's my name.. where am i heading to..
basket!!!!! hahaha
bob kinda saved me la.. he calmed me down.. thanks bob!! =)
and then, a lady boarded the bus, sat next to me *von screams for joy*
but the guy just continued looking at me.. but he did not open his mouth....
reached the checkpoint.. checked out and boarded the bus again...
when i thought i got rid of the old chee ko pek...
there comes this young fella, sitting next to me...
keep banging into me.. when the bus wasnt even moving...
he banged like 3 times! and by then, my face was as black as darkness...
he kept banging... i didnt lose my cool..
just let it go.. and he kept turning his head to see my face....
then we reached JB.. i walked extra-fast... and he caught up with me with his friend...
i waited at the coffee shop..
and when he walked passed me, he stopped awhile and look.. and then,
finally, he walked off with his friend!
oh my... what is the world coming to??
baskets.... forget bout that.. haha
im fine now.. will be extra careful from now onwards!

and von reached home safe and sound.... *thanking god*
went for church...
went for dinner at T.G.I.F. (Friday's)....
took some pictures again...
hahahaha

melvin mojo and von~

my dinner! chicken finger blt~~~ yummy!!!

food!!! yummy~~

after dinner, we proceeded to CIC for their music concert...
it went fine i thought... music quite nice...
and now, von's home...
blogging as usual..
it has become part of my life...
to make sure i dont go crazy..
thanks keegan for the ride~!!

life is a road i wana keep going
love is a river i wana keep flowing
life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wana be standing
at the beginning with you

" + von out + "