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Evanescence - Open Door

im bored.

sad.

for awhile.

trying to

remember each and every detail

u left me.

sigh.

u left us 2yrs ago.

left all of us hanging.

made us twirl and twirl in our own world.

i was confused.

u always appear in sara's dream.

sometimes in mine.

but in our dreams,

u seemed happy.

radiant.

satisfied.

im glad that your ok.

what bout us?

struggling?

no, we're struggling no more.

we've passed that stage of life.

thanks for all the good and bad memories raine.

im still remembering every little detail

of u in my life.

to me,

u will always be my one and only

elder sister.

i love you jie!

i miss you raine!

i really do.

may u rest in peace.

27th September 2004

by the way raine,

this is ur favourite band's new song.

"Call Me When You're Sober"

~ Evanescence ~

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

show me a garden

that's bursting into life

~ von out ~