Sigh

von loves sighing~
oh yeah.. i just put up the counter thingy.. it looks fun~!
how much i love numbers! hahahaha
cool right? i love it! the way the numbers look and the font and the colour...
von's mad... yes she is! confirm~
hahaha and oh look! the below picture is her left leg...
dont worry, it's not that pair of shoes you're looking at..
it's another pair which has higher heels and harder skin..
argh~
yes, it's blistered! now everyone go 'ohmygoodness!'
yes... it's hell lot of pain people...
von hates those cord shoes or however you spell it...
argh~~~
and this is only my left leg.. my right leg is much better...
conclusion,
von needs to buy more plasters for her leg.
von needs more cash.
von needs to work in order to have cash.
von needs time in order to work.
von needs to end school in order to have more time.
von needs to STOP day/night DREAMING~
hahahahahaha
von needs to stop being so lame.
von needs to stop breathing.
coz von's suffocating with some pressure.
it might be peer pressure.
but who cares anyway.. well, forget it then i'll be hell lot happier right?
yeah! school's getting tougher and tougher..
von's gonna COOK tomorrow...
cook what?
cook Chicken Stock... yes now, everyone go 'ohmygoodness'
just some stock for soup... blardy people create so many steps...
and the stupid teacher is so irresponsible! never explain properly..
he wants us to write this recipe bout how the stock is prepared..
might have to write the timing for it too...
sigh~
now everyone knows why von's sighing so much nowadays....
argh~~~ geramnya.. von dah nak gila! (von's going crazy)
but on a second thought, von SUDAH gila~ (von IS crazy)
hahahahaha
see! what school affect the bubbly, happy, stressless von....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
von needs to laugh and play to get rid of the stress!!!
help anyone? nah... coz von's got classes on SATURDAYS!
babis............... von's gonna be so darn worn out! yeah~~~
ok... i've crapped too much.. hell lot too much..
hahahaha

von's blistered leg... (yes, again)

now, during Principles of Cooking,
elina's shoe fell off yet again...
and this time, jey took it instead of returning it to her first..
hahaha yanxi was laughing like mad behind me...
so was bel, jey and i... even Guoyu sitting far behind was laughing...
and the greentea bottle behind was placed in the shoes to act as a red wine...
so elina's shoe was supposedly the 'wine shoebasket'...
had lots of fun even though the teacher was like so boring..
but hey, von listened patiently in class ok! hahahaha
right.. von signing off with a sigh~
haih~~

elina's shoe... on top of MY table..
saw u again, u called out my name and smiled cheerfully! my heart jumped for joy. but then, it seems like we're back to the old days where i come and u just say hi without talking any further. i dont want things that way, but nothing seems to go my way. i'll just have to make do with it then. who forced me to like and fall for you~ my own blardy fault. pray that u get well soon, unfortunately i fell sick coz u passed ur germs to me. ha.

you're beautiful, you're beautiful
you're beautiful it's true
i saw your face in a crowded place
but it's time to face the truth
coz i'll never be with you

% von out %

Rants

von's just gonna talk about the results she got today....
for Economics, von got 65% overall..!! yay!
as passing mark was at 50%!!! double yay~
means that for semester 1,
von PASSED Economics with FLYING COLOURS~!
quite happy with what i got.. coz i worked hard for it..
and and, i've studied this before during sec school...
so yeah.. haha~
and then, we got back Training Restaurant results..
it's a progress test, von got 70%~~ but this test is only 20% for the overall subject..
so now, von's got 14marks for her overall.... still gotta wait till the end of this sem1, part2 to finish.. sien~ gotta learn more stuff like setting up a table for 6 and clearing a table of 6..
von's like almost couldnt make it for 4.. now for 6.. von's gotta work harder now!
and and~ i absolutely HATE my timetable la...... so packed! baskets.....
hahahaha yes.. im ranting. dont mind me. it's my blog~! ha!
von's gone all mad.. still kinda sick... or more like sick in the head~
and yeah, someone found out my secret~! ehem... u better sshhh yeah? i know u will!
hehehe =) von's feeling happy today~ i wonder why... hahaha

i dont know what to feel.i think i really like u.but im scared of u ditching me. ha. tell me what to do.

big girls dont cry~

! ~ von out ~ !

Confirmation Camp Withdrawal Symptom

yes.. von's back from camp..
currently suffering physically, mentally and spiritually...
as i am having confirmation camp withdrawal symptom, flu, fever and cough..
now, this post is for steph~

steph,
just wana say thanks for everything that you've done for me.
nothing can ever replace the special part of you in my life.
you have thought me lots of things.
thanks for being part of my life.
if it wasn't for you, we wouldnt have gone back home to get my paper and just to realise that we had no petrol for the car~! it was a SIGN~ haha
now, i just hope that you take good care of yourself in KL.
and please, come back more often yeah?
thanks for the wonderful memories that you gave me since we were both babies~!
love ya lots~! =)

steph, von looking at the same thing except the camera..

now, finally looking into the camera... =)

now for some pictures from camp.

von's been out of the house since last friday..
and just got back at 10 last night...
so if von's sick, that's natural right? haha
due to lack of sleep, lack of rest!
but who cares... it's fun!!!~~
love camp!~~~

kim, von =)

participants along with their parents..

von, nigel!!! (aint he cute???)

julian, brendan, von... the retards~

von, hilary!!!~~~ another cutecute boy! =)

deborah, kim, von, nanncy, cassandra, tracy..

er... everyone's blur except von...

finally another decent picture.. together with daryl, jonathan, nigel, sarah, steph, clarissa, beverley, ra and von.. haha

so yeah, today's the first day of Sem1, Part2...
it was so tiring... von woke up at 5am~~~~
and the worst part was... JAM~~!!!!! -_-'''
yes, poor von... i know...
today, all of us stood for 5 straight hours...
doing what? cutting CARROTS, LEEK, CELERY and ONIONS!
stupid people.. invent so many different ways of cutting vegetables...
i think i held the knife for too long coz it's still hurting till now even though we finished class at 1... then, we had another 2 more lessons..
one was FOOD, the other was Intro to MIS....
the trainer for MIS was really a hyperactive one.. as she kepts making sarcastic remarks but lame and funny altogether! the whole class was practically laughing at her! hahaha yeah... that's my 1st day for now...

von needs more rest!
von needs more time!
von needs more holidays!
von needs less days for school~
at least 5days a week.. and not 6....
lastly, von loves all her friends.. be it in church, pri sch, sec sch, or even college!
really had lotsa fun this holiday~!!! but damn tired now.
von needs sleep!
gdnite!~

im sick.but do u know that? not a single call or message to say that you're alright. well,fine. im gonna try to forget u.TRY. but i dont know whether it will work or not for i already liked u for a longlong time. so please god, give me a sign. even if it is a no.

hold out your candle for all to see it
take your candle go light the world~

like a rose, trampled on the ground
you took the fall and thought of me
above all~

and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you~

who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show
who i am inside~

i'm everything i am
because you loved me~

^ von out ^

Goodbye~!

hello peeps... this is latte~ cute eh?? haha

and this is mocca! my favourite!

su-lyn singing her heart out~

joy and von

von and nessa, the one eyed partners!

von's starting school again.. same semester but part 2....
sigh~ sigh~ the schedule is damndamndamn hectic! von's gonna die~!
monday: 8am-4.30pm
tuesday: 8am-5.30pm
wednesday: 8am-6.30pm
thursday: 8am-7pm
friday: 11am-7pm
saturday: 8.15am-4.30pm
yes, von have to study 6 days a week!
oh god, grant her the strength to carry on.
grant her energy and perseverance to go on.
grant her more sleep!
haha great.....
5days a week.. starts at 8am! means that i have to wake up at 5am~!
it's worst than being in secondary school!!! argh~~~
okok.. von's going for camp later at 4pm til sunday...
now, von's gonna meet chiewfong and dont know who else...
tata peeps~

i smsed u askin how ur doing, u replied me. but with little energy like u didnt wana talk to me ever again. well, fine. im not gonna sms or see or talk to u anymore. for im gonna be so stucked up with my own studies only till after 3 months that i'l come and see u. by then, will u still remember me? well, i hope so!

i hope you know
i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you

' ) von out ( '

holiday time

oh yes.. it's the holidays..
and it's ending super fast!
we need longer holidays!
1 week is too damn short for a holiday!
ok.. now for some updates...
monday, went out with sisi and randy...
we even saw huihui and her boyfriend here!
hahaha
tuesday, sisi and randy went to pontian..
so, von went to work! haha it was fun working!
worked and worked and worked.. till 12.30am....
then, boss brought us for supper!
got home at 2... heh.. not enough sleep..
wednesday, set my alarm to wake 2 pigs up..
1 at 8.30, and another at 9.15... and then i went back to sleep!
throughout this few days, i saw so many of my friends~!
su-lyn,weiwen, melanie, jillian, meihui, joylyn, wernli, apu, desmond, sarah, sherwan and like so manymany more! hahaha my holidays at a right time i guess.. but it's TOO DAMN SHORT~
today, von's also staying at home..
stomach pain! later, vanessa's coming over to practice with me!
woohoooooooooo~~~
okok... till the next time... chaoz~
von's screaming in pain!~ haha

u fell sick.he caught u lying flat on the ground during ur break time.im sorry i was not there to help. but hey, u listened to me and drank water when i asked u to.do u still care bout me? do u still like me? do u?im confused. i guess i shouldnt be thinking so much right now as im leaving for sg already.all i could hope for is for u to get well soon babe! please. who told me to like u.

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
all the words i need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you~

? von out ¿