crossroads

sometimes i wonder

why do people die

why do people even live and then die

why do some people love their lives so much

and yet some just wanna throw their lives away

the big question is

WHY?

i'm starting to wonder whether if there's some sort of answers to those questions

but i know that the answers are different for everyone.

there's no correct answer.

or even, no answer at all.

September is the jiwang month for me.

you do not want to know why.

you don't have to know why.

well, maybe in time to come,

you will know why.

coz' it's the month for remembrance.

a time to remember every little detail.

be it good or bad, happy or sad,

i shall be remembering everything.

everything she has done for me!

everything.

the angels they burn inside for us

are we ever?

are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside for us

are we ever gonna come back down?

come around, im always gonna worry bout

yhe things they could break us

~ von out ~

WOW

von had an interestin saturday. it began like this.

she woke up at 8.45am to send sara for violin lesson.

she went for roti prata with mum.

10am: fetched sara back and went for roti prata with her.

saw weiwen in the shop.

11am: reached home and rest.

1pm: ven smsed. asking von to lepak with him.

2pm: met ven in city square. walked around for god knows how many hours.

5pm: went for coffee bean. von treated ven. ven's school friends came, fareez and desmond.

chit-chatted for awhile. ven and von went off to church.

5.58pm: ven and von just in time for mass. ven sat with his friends. von sat with sabai and kim.

7pm: went to max's house after mass. wanted to bring him to tebrau city but max and his mum not in a good mood.

7.30pm: von went tebrau city with mum. ate there and ashley came to look for us.

she is still as chirpy as ever. and soon they left.

8.30pm: walked around. bought von's comforter set. blue-ish in colour. von smsing ven at the same time. ven said he was in tebrau city too. and so, von and mum met ven's dad. both of them went and meet ven, vin and wife. after that, all of them went home.

10.15pm: clara sent sara home after meeting. clara was waiting outside for von. von came back, packed her things and run away with clara? nono.

10.30pm:von packed her things and went to stay in eden hotel. clara's mum had a free room, so clara asked von if von wana stay with her. and so they reached eden. checked in, room no 1347. laze around for a while and the both of them went out looking for mamak stalls.

1am: walked to 7-eleven to buy junk food.

1.15am: eating junk food in the room. having fun.

3.30am: clara and von went to lala land.

goodbye to you

goodbye to everything

that i knew~

^ von out ^

boing

a sad piece of news for everyone

for yvonne

have decided

to talk less and laugh less

and concentrate on weirder things

a new change for her

do not tempt her

for you shall sin!

and in time

she realised that

she never really did-

had a good laugh-

had friends

would you lie with me

and just forget the world

* von out *

at sabai's house!

they say.. pictures paint a thousand words...
well, here are some of the pics we took in celine's house!
yea... celine gave me a shock when she drove her dad and i to xinyu's house!
haha and no, i dont think that she's a bad driver... in fact, she's a cool driver!
yeah.. we went and lepak at xinyu's house for awhile... and then xinyu came to celine's house... followed by melissa!
we had indo-mee for lunch! haha although it's unhealthy... but i love it! haha yeah... and then the four of us proceeded by watching the movie 'The Break-Up'. it was a bit of a disappointment to us la... coz the two love-birds did not get back together...
and sabaithinks that i shouldnt tell the ending... but i dont care! coz people were telling me the ending anyway....
and after the movie... all of us went for tea in Plaza Pelangi's Vivo... yea...
mel and i were sharing the ice-cream called 'Chocolate Devil'
haha... sabai had tiramisu and she enjoyed it! and our dear xinyu... she ordered pizza!
hahaha yep! so that's about it la... take care people!

isnt something missing?
isnt someone missing me?

! von out !

a nice day....

haha! hi all! im currently blogging in sabai's house!!
im staying over at her house!!!! yayyee!!!
hahaha she found this pic of me in her comp...
it's like i had make-up on!
but actually it's me and my 'red-ded' face la..... not blushing though...
kla.. actually jiwang-ing with shy now! hahaha but i feel so high....
ehem... will blog sometime later...
tata~~

u noe i'd die just to hold you
stay with you

* von out *