Long Post Ahead

ok let's start with saturday...
lastlast saturday i mean..
went to church and then had dinner with family...
after dinner...
we went over to Friday's ( yesyes, again...) with steve, ian, melvin, shawn, paul, ra and me~
and this is what our dessert looks like!!! ha! drool you people, drool!!!!!!

Friday's Sundae and Chocolate Brownie topped with ice-cream!~

then sunday.. max came over!!
played around as usual... heh..

max!!!!! =)

after that, von headed to city square to meet Emas..
she's one of the bestest malay friend von's got... who can also speak chinese quite fluently!
haha we met when we were working... hahahaha

von, mas~

then, lady boss came.. the one who dotes on von a lot while she was working...
brought her daughter too..! yuki's the name..
she totally LOVES von! hahaha

she loves to pose for pictures too!

enough bout that week....
now bout last week..
von was in night shift.. the hours are like from 4.30pm-11.30pm!
and it was Event Catering week..
which means that the chef trainees from our school, need to cook for their project..
and we must serve their guests... so it was super duper tiring for the whole week!
yeah.. the highest number of guests that came in on the last day while von was the Headwaitress is 121!!!!!!! hahaha that's like super high for us la.. cause normally we only have like 30-40 people in the restaurant..
super busy that week.. super tired too...
but it was quite fun as the theme was Halloween!
hahahaha

pumpkins that were carved by the 'chefs'

while waiting for the restaurant to open, guoyu.. julian.. and von.. got bored! ha~

this is the stupidspider that von hates! argh~~~

von with happy pumpkin!

weisiong with grumpy pumpkin and von at the back~

bel with super happy pumpkin!

after all our hard work for serving people... FOOD!!!!~~~

today is tuesday.. von went to Fish and Co to makan!!!!
this is what von ordered!~

sweet & sour fish! + mushroom soup~ yumyum!~

now von's back in JB...
but just for a few hours.. gonna have dinner with family and max!
daddy's birthday tomorrow~! yay!!!!!

my car went for service.. and check out the new rims!!!! makes my car look BAD! haha

not forgetting the dogs that greets me everytime i come back home~

latte!espresso~

grown so tall already~and this little cino (cappuccino) became so naughty!ok what's with me hand?? it's full of scratches and bite marks.. not pain though..

and the culprit!!! mocha!~ hehe! i still love you doggies!

they always make me smile~ =)
von's going back to spore later... and she's working morning shift AGAIN!~
for the 4th week already.........
hahaha blah!
she's quite happy though...
yay!!!!!!!! will be back soon... i hope!
take care peeps!!!!

heart dont fail me now
courage dont desert me
dont turn back now that we're here

^ von out ^

Madness

von's going crazy...
no wait..

von IS crazy...

why?

because of this stupid work i guess..

oh god. help me pull through this rough time now.
grant me strength and hope in this point of time.
just grant me the will to move ahead.

and it's at this time that von starts to emo.
thinking way too much..
i miss my goodie goodie friends.
i miss my friends who have gone for studies in kl.
i miss those who are not here in this world anymore.
i miss my mom.
i miss my jie.

heart dont fail me now
courage dont desert me

~ von out ~

CKP!!!

wondering what my heading means?

haha
it means
...........

CHEE KO PEKs!

i dont know what's wrong with me these few days..
might like screw things here and there..
but on top of all,

ok, we know that singapore has this over-rate of senior citizens right?
here's the story...
as von was innocentlywalking along the streets..
this old ah pek came up and said ' hi, good morning!'
trust me, it sounds decent and all...
but hey, his expressions werent! they were so CHEE KO!!!

forget it... that was in the morning when von went for work...
after work, von happily walking home after the mrt ride...
another stupidah pek came up and said hi.... in a very very pervertic way!

so von got home.. slept awhile and went out for dinner...
as she was quietly walking, another basketah pek looked and said hiiiiiiiiiiiii.... smiling ever-so widely.. like im his granddaughter or something!

so yeah... this is what von gets when she's in a foreign country filled with over-rated senior citizens..
to the others. do not mind me ranting... just need to let some things out sometimes... heh!
this is not the first time anyway... sigh~ i think i should get used to this man... haha
well, at least the ah mahs here do not care bout you...
hahaha!

im going home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) happiness~~~~~~

we were strangers
starting out on our journey~
i listened when you talk,
but would you listen when i talk?

~ von out ~

Animal Farm

von's back for awhile....
this week has been the most emomo week in von's life...
hahahahahahahaha
glad that now it's like fine! yay!!!
yeah.. von's been working real hard!
went back to JB after work yesterday!
had a small surprise from dad.....
reached at 3pm.. and left for spore at 10pm...
yes! von's the girl! she's so energetic.... NOT!
hahaha was super duper tired yesterday!

TA DA!!!!!!

cappuccino!!

someone gave dad this doggie! and dad happily took it home!
it's so super active! duh~ it's a shi tzu...
and she doesnt like being outside with the other dogs, she prefers to sleep on the couch or my bed!!!!
she's so cute!! can keep ra company liao! hahahaha

then again, i still love my other 3dogs too!!!
so happy to see them yesterday~

the one in front is latte, and mocha is lying down behind!

latte and mocha!

now, this is espresso... she has GROWN alot!! haha

other than that, had a little surprise from another old friend of mine...
didnt really see that coming! a new soft toy!!!
i brought it home yesterday.. and everyone was looking at me holding this big bag of toy!~
now, even cappucino's playing with it....
hahahahaha
the dog's name is DOGGIE!
hahahahahaha
dont know what to name it la....

doggie!~

though this week's been a pretty emomo week for me...
but like at the end of the week, von was super duper happy!!!
*always look on the bright side of life* *whistles*
hahahahahaha this wraps up my sunday night i guess....
still happy that things turned out better now!
von's gonna sleep with a smile on her face!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha~
oh yeah.. i know that my house is like becoming more like a ZOO!
hahaha that's fun~

to those peeps who are missing me,

I MISS YOU TOO!~ =)

i can go the distance!
im coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
it's all about you Jesus~

^^ von out ^^

Random

it has been quite a while since von blogged...
hahahahaha
been quite busy lately..
no wait, let me rephrase this...
been quite TIRED lately!!!
yes that's the word...

von is still in the morning shift!!!! damn~
have to like wake up at 430am... and snooze till 5am...
hahahahahaha i know laugh...
tired la....

oh yeah.. life's been normal.. nothing much...
recently read something that caught my attention.
it was talking bout how cold someone's heart was.
even to the extent of it being icy cold and not melt for anything or anyone....
well, for me...
i realised that if i keep trying or pushing something,
i'll get tired of doing that and then i'll just give up.
i have a cold heart. i admit that.
but when it's all watery after it like just melted,
i can go as cold as i want.
same goes for my attitude.
if i keep trying to get things straight, i would wana talk things out.
and yeah, if possible, find a solution.
uhha.. when im done trying, i'll just turn cold all over again..
sigh~
von's starting to turn cold. help..................
oh and if i have to put up a fight, i wont...
i'll just give in.
so yeah, for those who wana fight with me,

DONT BOTHER!~

hahahahaha done.
that was so so random from me...
well then, im done for today...
will blog soon!! =)

baby fly away~

not even a little bit??

! ~ von out ~ !

=')

Life is unpredictable, ain't it?

one moment you're there,

another moment you're gone.

one moment you're needed,

another you're not.

one moment you're the world,

another you're not.

one moment you're loved,

another you're hurt.

well, this is life.
full of ups and downs.
who are we to judge?

can you forgive me again?
i dont know what i said
but i didnt mean to hurt you
i heard the words come out
felt that i would die
it hurts so much to hurt you
then you look at me
youre not shouting anymore
youre silently broken~

' von out '

Emotions

i proudly declare that i am home sick!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh........
i dont feel like working.. i wana go home and slack!!!
the people at the restaurant are quite bad!! =(
boooohooo~

i miss my bed.
i miss my toilet.
i miss my comforter.
i miss my aircon, fan, lights.
i miss my maid.
i miss my fish~
i miss my DOGS! mocha, latte, espresso....
i miss ra.
i miss papa.
i miss mommy!

i wana go home!!!!!
*calms herself down*
on a lighter note, watched a movie today...
the NANNY DAIRIES~~~
NICE!!!!

im going home
to a place where i belong
where your love has always
been enough for me~

- von out -